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rebekah1213 Jan 15, 2012 13:56

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I spent some time with my mom after the death of my cat (

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. . . I made a video for her. It was my therapy.) Since was there most of last week, I feel really behind.

My To-do List this week.

Daily 2750 words for NaNo . . . I want 75K by Jan 31st and I will do it.
Clear off the table
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Top Headlines: As 2011 ends what is up for next year. . .

First of all, to my friends on LJ, I hope you got birthday wishes . . . I have several belated wishes I am sending out now. Next year I am not doing it as I want to focus more on getting my novels finished and edited. However If you comment on my blog; I will try to comment on ( Read more... )

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I saw this 2010 survey on fallen_angel715

rebekah1213 Jan 07, 2010 04:47

In 2010...

1. Will you be looking for a new job?
I want a job in writing . . . I will be continuing to help my mom and uncle find jobs.

2. Will you be looking for a new relationship?
No, I am enjoying myself with Tom. I hope he is enjoying himself as well. . . we have been writing, pianting and cooking together.

3. New house?
I'm not sure what 2010 ( Read more... )

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2009 Spiritual Wisdom

rebekah1213 Jan 05, 2010 11:57

While I was visiting my father before Christmas, Tom and I stayed at his house for 5 days while I was making cookies. My father’s family is very religious as I have explained before (they are born again Christians) and I nothing personal against the fact that they want a relationship with God and Jesus Christ. I just personally don’t like that they ( Read more... )

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This was 2009

rebekah1213 Dec 31, 2009 22:13

Things I have learned in 2009. ..

I shouldn’t take life so seriously . . . it’s just a piece of flair that why take life so seriously, we all die anyway.
I need to just enjoy life for what it is worth.
I think I have what they call . . . S. A. D. (Seasonal Affective Disorder) and I really need more light in the winter.
I really get easily distracted ( Read more... )

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Merry Christmas

rebekah1213 Dec 23, 2009 12:44

I just want to wish all of my online friends a Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays, and Awesome New Year. . .

As of 4pm today my Christmas is starting as Tom and I are visiting my mom today, my father tomorrow and his mother on Christmas Day. We are not going to be home until Christmas night.

I am not expecting much as I know many of those around me ( Read more... )

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Bitterness nipping at my feet: Another Rant

rebekah1213 Dec 20, 2009 00:42

Warning: I am not trying to sound mean or bitchy, but I am being honest. I know the truth hurts.

Okay, I am officially out of the little bit of Christmas Spirit that I did have. I did all of my holiday shopping in less than hour in two days, but I saw more of the lines than I did the merchandize. That is okay, I really didn’t have the money this ( Read more... )

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My birthday Blog

rebekah1213 Dec 14, 2009 22:09

First of all, I just want anyone who read my last blog not to think that I was ungrateful for my boyfriend and mom giving me a simple birthday. I was extremely thankful for all they have done. Because as I reread the rant; it might seem that I was ungrateful, but I wasn’t ( Read more... )

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I am Letting it all out

rebekah1213 Dec 12, 2009 11:35

It is currently 9:49 in the morning, and I should have been asleep hours ago. However I have tried to sleep three times and I cannot turn my mind off enough just to relax allow my exhausted body just escape this horribly rushed reality and just dream, energize and sleep. My head is throbbing, my eyes are blurred, and I feel like I have not ( Read more... )

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Pondering Thoughts: The greatest question: Why?

rebekah1213 Dec 07, 2009 15:55

I have been thinking a lot lately . . . and I have questions

Why is it when I want to take a bath or type my story, I always get instantly tired? What is exactly holding me back?
Why is it every winter I feel like crap?
Why is it when I watch the snow I only feel sad and isolated?
Why can't I just be excited about my birthday (13th) and the ( Read more... )

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