"It is finished." (No this post isn't religious, the line just worked.)

I thought I would feel amazed, relieved, happy, and ecstatic that I got my book: that I was able to see something that I struggled with and accomplished. However I sit here and I feel like a summer day after a hot rain and that did nothing, but make it more humid. I know I am ( Read more... )

If I knew yesterday would have gone the way it did, I would have stayed in bed. Yesterday it was way colder than I thought it would be . . . the weather said upper 20’s, but the wind chill factor was horrible. They shoveled the sidewalks, but they blocked the opening to get on the bus so I had to trend through a snow bank up to my thighs. It was up ( Read more... )

It is 8am and I wake looking at the extremely cold white stuff outside that had to come the week where I have several errands I have to do. The last two weeks I have been suck home with barely any money and working on my novel (after I have to deal with a temperamental computer. . . I think the fan is going out.) . . . It could have extremely ( Read more... )

Drama follows me like puppy chasing after that young kid, hoping they will take it home and care for it. Well, drama can go fuck yourself!

Anyway, Saturday Tom and I got to hang out with my father as we all went to visit my brother. I got to find out what is going on with my father and step-mother divorce which is way more drama than I probably ( Read more... )

My father and step-mother went to couples-counseling on Tuesday; I guess this is not the first time they have gone. The counselor/therapist told my father that he has an anger management problems. . . thank god someone has finally seen this. Now maybe my father can get some real help. (However I know first part of having a problem is admitting ( Read more... )

Well, I went to local clinic yesterday and I got a few tests done. I got two pregnancy test done, the stick test said it was negative, but I won't know about the blood test until tomorrow afternoon ( Read more... )

April 15, 2010
My mind doesn't stop. . . I am always think of something, usually there are more than one thought in my head. Well, I have going to spill out my brain, and maybe I'll unblock my writer's block.

Well, first of all, I am actually excited about my mom to come and visit, because I haven't seen her in over six week, unless you count that ( Read more... )

Well as I mentioned before my father has been extra snappy, because he broke a tooth. (He is such a baby. . . now I know why I am a baby when it comes to pain, but I had to deal with tooth and jaw problems for several years now. Yes, I have work with it ( Read more... )

It is almost 3 am, and I stuck up with a sore jaw, a bloody nose, and horrible congestion in my chest. I sound like I am whizzing. I also have a headache, and I really should just put on my Vicks and go to bed.

Tomorrow is going to be busy as my mom is coming to visit so she can go see my brother with my father and I. I hope that the visit isn’t ( Read more... )

Yesterday many different things happened as you have read in my previous blogs. I have put them behind me. . . there are many people in this world that just need to be smacked, but that is another story. I just chatted with whoever it was last, because I needed a mental escape, and ironically it was so dramatic that it drained me more.

Right now, I ( Read more... )