"It is Finished."
"It is finished." (No this post isn't religious, the line just worked.)
I thought I would feel amazed, relieved, happy, and ecstatic that I got my book: that I was able to see something that I struggled with and accomplished. However I sit here and I feel like a summer day after a hot rain and that did nothing, but make it more humid. I know I am fried, depressed, and just exhausted. I got my book printed and sent back to me with over two weeks to spare.
“The Whispering Path” was 776 pages (6x9 large print); it was much bigger than I had planned. Tom says it is the unabridged edition. (My fourth edit: the first entire part is getting taken out as I realized looking back; it wasn’t much to the story line.)
I have it on amazon.com for 16.99 for the paperback. I plan to get the kindle version working soon.
http://www.amazon.com/The-Whispering-Path-Rebekah-Wolveire/dp/1463674309/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1339829653&sr=8-1&keywords=the+whispering+path
I am just curious why I am not happy about this. I feel like I am sitting in a valley and I cannot get out.
Bitter Sweet
Rebekah © June 2012
Sitting in a valley
With the humid rain
Tear pouring
Recycled pain
All is complete
But nothing is done
Battles are fought
But nothing was won
Fighting with myself
Searching for release
Mojo is gone
There is no relieve
Happiness is far away
Hope is distant
Sadness replays
Greif is instant
Accomplishment in front of me
But I am blind
World strikes again
But I am still kind
Children’s laughter
Mocks my ears
I am barren
With only tears
Sitting here alone
In my own defeat
It completed
So it is all just bitter sweet.