yeah, okay. this is not how it is going down.
i'm not interested in a relationship where you're telling me in my face yeah, it's okay, you can do what you want and i'll be okay with it, i'll stick by you, i'll take whatever you throw at me because homg i luuuuuuv you so much i would suffer every torture you can throw at me! i am just THAT DEVOTED TO ( Read more... )

remember the little white wing?
i can hear him flying back and my lips tingle for his lock.

Let's see ( Read more... )

I will never understand people who want kids. Except for one person- I understand her wanting one, but that's a bit different.
I'll probably either never understand or take a long, long time to understand people wanting to get married. Except, again, for the person whose longing for children I understand. Like I said, she's a special case.

I remember ( Read more... )

sometimes we remind me of magnets. both negative ends being pushed toward each other, rubbing without ever touching, feeling between us without being near one another at all, and at the same time pushed apart ( Read more... )

"Hey,  Zack. What are youuuu doing ( Read more... )

Life Lesson #00192:

family = a load of bullshit.
family = liars and lies.
family = people who only stick around as long as the money flows.
family = the first people to run away when you need help
family = the last people to accept you.
family = the scariest people in the world.
family = cruelty.
family = guilt.
family = apathy.
family = loss.
family = ( Read more... )

 
but you'll never see me says (10:12 AM):

Mmkay. Have a good day at school, or something like it.

I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want;I want uh, I want uh, I want uh, I really really really wanna zig ah zig ah. says (10:13 AM):

Im deppessed. So no.

I wont. I want my baybeh ta messege. -cry-&:,_xo

but you'll never see me says (10:14 AM ( Read more... )

It really is true that if you held me up and removed every ounce of anger, you wouldn't be holding anything afterwards....
no poetry,  no journals, no books, no passion.

it has just hit me 
that words mean absolutely nothing 
my words mean absolutely nothing

Nothing
is going
to come true.

It does not do to shut your eyes and wish with all your might. The second you open them you'll wish you were blind.