I've been drifting in and out of sleep because my head hurts so much.
A while ago I blinked awake in the middle of Atreyu: Lip Gloss and Black and I felt this soft twinge like something depressing had just happened, but I fell asleep again somewhere in the middle of my favorite part of the song.
I woke up again when it ended and looked at the IMs ( Read more... )

she banged on my window ( Read more... )

i am sleepy. i was awakened before i wanted to be.
i am aching and shaky.

and now, i am a child again.  she only said one sentence,and suddenly i'm ten years old all over again.

some things never change.

 
DeathRKei (7:18:58 PM): Epi-cakes. Lmao.
ToolxOxPhile (7:19:30 PM): what
DeathRKei (7:20:01 PM): Oh no. D: What is this.
ToolxOxPhile (7:20:09 PM): lolololololololol.
ToolxOxPhile (7:20:14 PM): No, my mother is pissing me off like always.
DeathRKei (7:21:05 PM): ]: Oh no.
DeathRKei (7:21:06 PM): Why~?
ToolxOxPhile (7:24:38 PM): because she just does.
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Life Lesson #00192:

family = a load of bullshit.
family = liars and lies.
family = people who only stick around as long as the money flows.
family = the first people to run away when you need help
family = the last people to accept you.
family = the scariest people in the world.
family = cruelty.
family = guilt.
family = apathy.
family = loss.
family = ( Read more... )

 Today Kori and Hayden were baptized ( Read more... )

So  okay ( Read more... )

 Jesus Christ ( Read more... )

Some Things:

*my muse came crashing back last night, we went to Barnes & Noble and there was coffee and a gay Italian couple at the river. I washed a shirt in the river. 
I walked in the river. I'm Jesus. 
we passed a real pub and I yelled " hey, Irish people!" and an Irishman blew me a kiss, i laughed and laughed and fell over in the car singing.
we ( Read more... )

The bedsheets....for some reason I remember them as being a sort of hot pink.
The bed itself was that one in Mississippi now. It's a black and gold-framed bed with a slightly detached headboard so it bangs a lot if you bounce on the bed. It was his bed, or Tophe's. One of theirs, but it was in that room that Brittani sleeps in now.
(Brittani: in ( Read more... )