The day after Thanksgiving I picked up smoking. That was two weeks ago. I smoked two packs (though I did share a few cigarettes since then) and purchased a third today. This alarmingly rapid rate of smoking has me worried. I'm not sure if it is psychosomatic, but I do feel myself having difficulty seeing. As I do not do much strenuous ( Read more... )

It (dummy "it") is early December and it would appear that the period of melancholia is almost at an end ( Read more... )

This is our last goodbye
I hate to feel the love between us die.
But it's over
Just hear this and then I'll go:
You gave me more to live for,
More than you'll ever know.

Well, this is our last embrace,
Must I dream and always see your face?
Why can't we overcome this wall?
Baby, maybe it's just because I didn't know you at all.

Kiss me, please ( Read more... )

There have been some minor overhauls lately that have amounted to wholesale change. Though there is still much progress to make, I would like to think I am heading in the right direction. Nonetheless, there are still some fairly serious and substantial problems ahead ( Read more... )

I'm feeling more historical continuity with myself than I usually do. Typically, I am an ahistorical mess ( Read more... )

Well, I sincerely hope everyone had a lovely holiday. Aside from my uncle being in the hospital, it was a relatively small, calm, and nice affair. I liked it very much ( Read more... )

I was just thinking about how it has been a while since I've bothered writing anything worth reading about. As a friend recently put it, one of my latest updates is a survey for 15 year olds. Sometimes you just have to create bookmarks, if that's possible ( Read more... )

My left wrist has been in pain for at least a week now. I thought it had gotten better, so I went to put my watch on, and 15 minutes later, it hurt. Also, my back has been aching a bit. The fillings I had put in over the summer hurt a bit; I may end up having a root canal. That aside, I actually feel pretty good, physically. I have eased up on the ( Read more... )

My sleeping patterns have been horribly fucked. I have been horribly unproductive. HORRIBLE. I shouted fascism; mostly out of truth, but largely out of truth ( Read more... )