today, like most days recently, begins with sighs of defeat. I opted for an ice cream cone and making chai in the more conventional sense -- with milk and sweetener -- instead of going to church. I did wake up in time, and quite easily, but my body moved me slowly, away from typical routines ( Read more... )

My sleeping patterns have been horribly fucked. I have been horribly unproductive. HORRIBLE. I shouted fascism; mostly out of truth, but largely out of truth ( Read more... )

...I know it's over and it never really began, but in my heart, it was so real ( Read more... )

Forseeing some dismal Marxian Utopia as the alternative, the educated man prefers to keep things as they are ( Read more... )

Hey there. I fell asleep at like, 8:15 on a friday night, and here I am, 2:15, been up fer nearly half an hour. yeah. I'm a dork. I got, I got so sad. My soul is rather melancholy lately, as I drown in this world all alone. I'm so sad, I really am, and I've no idear why. I wish I wasn't. I'm afraid I may be liking certain people just because I'm ( Read more... )