Construction is almost done at Wally World, yay. October third is out Super-Center grand opening and I'm kind of thrilled that I'll have my quiet, organized store back soon. I'll probably be transferring off the front end once the new departments open (a few of them pay better) and I'm approaching my 2-year mark there. My transitional job is ( Read more... )

work: hoo boy, where to begin on that subject? i am so effing sick of working in a construction zone. i was in the breakroom over lunch yesterday wearing EARPLUG because they were jackhammering in the hallway outside again. The whole place constantly smells of diesel fumes and, yesterday, we had ridiculously high winds which led to a dust bowl in ( Read more... )

There are days when all I want in the world is one six to eight hour stretch of night not interrupted by nightmares. This is one of those and work is going to suck as a result. This concludes my cheerful post.

is definitely the nightmares. I don't know which are worse, the ones you can remember or the ones you can't. Either way, I'd like them to go away now *pops a sedative and climbs back into bed*

Still alive despite the long silence. I have a lot of LJ notifications to catch up on but not today since I'm struggling with a migraine. Hopefully this weekend :) In the meantime, update ( Read more... )

Had my first EMDR session today (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eye_Movement_Desensitization_and_Reprocessing in case you were wondering). It was quite possibly the suckiest two hours in human history. Those damned flashing lights strip away your ( Read more... )

Time to get back into the swing of posting regularly, I guess. RL's been so tiring that I just haven't had the motivation lately, but it's time to smile, put my head up, and hop back on the horse. Isolating myself socially is a bad thing and I know that, so I'm resolving (again) to do better. Despite the prolonged radio silence, things haven't been ( Read more... )

Hey, all. Realized it's been 11 days and wanted to post just to let everyone know I'm alive. Short but to the point ( Read more... )

went to the shrink this morning (the pill-pusher, not the talky lady) and, when she heard about the side effects I was having on the Celexa, she put me on something called Lamictal instead (it's an anticonvulsive and antidepressant also used off-label for PTSD, migraine, and pain disorders). As she's explaining the possible side-effects to me, she ( Read more... )