wow. surprise effect of my transition affecting my musical tastes and consumption: for the first time ever there is no industrial near the top of any of my charts.
top songs for 2023
1. brand new bitch - cobrah 2. boss bitch - doja cat 3. tempo - lizzo 4. bang - cobrah 5. treat me like a slut - kim petras
every so often i create a timeline of pictures, showing the progression of my transition. i think i've only ever posted one, and only in a discussion space with other trans people. so i have a few by now, but.. i've always felt weird about them
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i had a dream last night that i'd had my bottom surgery already. it must have been already a couple of weeks post-op, because i was driving a car, and.. i could feel the difference between my legs. the sensation of something gone - that filled me with joy - ..and new sensations of something that was missing no longer
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OH MY FUCKING GOD. it's so close i don't even know what to do with myself other than drive everyone around me crazy. i'm hyper, manic, horny (like, where the fuck is that coming from?), anxious, and crazy excited
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there might be more to follow up on this after therapy today, but i wanted to expand on something i said the other day: it's not just stigmas, i think i have started to shed inhibitions as well
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one interesting thing i want to make note of is that, as i approach my FFS in 8 days and 1 year anniversary on HRT - my feelings about my transition priorities are hilariously all over the place
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