every so often i create a timeline of pictures, showing the progression of my transition. i think i've only ever posted one, and only in a discussion space with other trans people. so i have a few by now, but.. i've always felt weird about them ( Read more... )

she has a collar for me - just the idea of it puts butterflies in my stomach ( Read more... )

sometimes there's a moment of clarity, reflection, better-than-perfect hindsight. (content warning: remembering past self-harm ideation ( Read more... )

recorded on 05.29

prologue

being highly introspective about a transition that's just starting probably seems premature, but i can't help thinking that it's not that much different than watching a movie.. if you don't fucking pay attention at the beginning, when shit really starts to get going you won't have any fucking idea what's going on.

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hello. i'm penelope (penny, if we're friends), and i'll be your hostess for the rest of the existence of this livejournal ( Read more... )

i have written spells upon my body ( Read more... )

why isn't there a word that highlights the conceptual distinction between "knowing the thing" and "acceptance of the thing"i feel like that would come in handy ( Read more... )

i wish we had been more in love, but now i'm dead ( Read more... )

as we reached farther out into the galaxies, each threat was classified with an ETA code, an "existential threat analysis" code. a string of 3 hexadecimal characters representing the level of intelligence, aggression, and scale of the threat ( Read more... )

the thirteenth floor
step out the door into the thirteenth floor ( Read more... )