Am I the only one who doesn't have it together? I should rephrase that, since I had friends like Angelica who definitely didn't have it together, but they were so self-obsessed that they couldn't reciprocate my support. I'm not looking for a support group, I just feel that I'm a huge pain in the ass to all of the people in my life because they all ( Read more... )

This guy would probably be the man of my dreams if only I were attracted to him. His pictures are decent, but he's honestly just not attractive enough for me. It's so sad! We made out several times last night, and he got attached really quickly. Like, he told me several times that he's going to fall in love with me. "I'm going to fall in love with ( Read more... )

Right. So, my skin was as perfect as it's been since childhood when I was like, hey! I should definitely take adderall. I took an adderall on Monday and then one on Tuesday. By Thursday (yesterday), I broke out all around my mouth and beneath my chin. I am convinced this is it, as the skin reflects internal health. I just threw out the five ( Read more... )

Right. So, my skin was as perfect as it's been since childhood when I was like, hey! I should definitely take adderall. I took an adderall on Monday and then one on Tuesday. By Thursday (yesterday), I broke out all around my mouth and beneath my chin. I am convinced this is it, as the skin reflects internal health. I just threw out the five ( Read more... )

I have date hypochondria. "Date Hypochondria" is a term I coined today. My date with Bobby went so well, despite the odds. I drank too much and felt sick, and I thought I was going to get frostbite ( Read more... )

I'm in an alright mood. I'm excited to go to therapy, but that's on Wednesday. Last session (which also happens to be my first session) with Marilyn (hurray! I give her a name) proved to be so uplifting. I spoke the entire time and surprised myself by delivering a summary of my life as coolly as I would a lecture. It surprised me that I didn't jump ( Read more... )

Dear Murray,

I'm not sure what happened, but I feel 200% better. Two days without working and spending a lot of time alone. Maybe that's what I need the most - time to myself. I feel like me again, for the first time in a very, very long while. I guess it's like they say, introverts need to be alone to "recharge their batteries." I hadn't recharged ( Read more... )