Adderall and Acne
Right. So, my skin was as perfect as it's been since childhood when I was like, hey! I should definitely take adderall. I took an adderall on Monday and then one on Tuesday. By Thursday (yesterday), I broke out all around my mouth and beneath my chin. I am convinced this is it, as the skin reflects internal health. I just threw out the five adderall I had left. Fuck that. UGH. Right before I have my week of seven dates, beginning tomorrow. How infuriating. I'm now relying on how quickly I recover from the acne with this awesome routine I've created. I cleared up my skin pretty quickly when I went on it, so I'm hopeful I can get this all cleared up by Monday, especially since I started yesterday. Thursday, Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. That's four days of facial masks and herbs and supplements. Plus, there's not as much junk in there as when I started. I guess I'll see.
I'm incredibly excited for my date with Fariaz. We found that we're both INFJ, and then I'm just incredibly attracted to his pictures, and then we've been talking over text and IM and chat for the last three days. No warning buzzers have gone off in my head yet, but I'm wary of him being a Sebastian. He may seem too perfect. But on Wednesday, we're going to a place named Burp Castle (I hate this name, though the place is super artsy with incredible beer) and then hookah! We friended one another on Facebook. I really hope he's not creepy or fat or some such thing. He's an actor and a comedian and outgoing. The other thing is that he could be overweight or something. He's not fat, but I can't tell from his pictures if he's got a gut or something.
Other than him, here's my dating schedule for the week:
Saturday night: Jim at 8
Sunday night: Jesse at 6
Monday night: Matt at 7
Tuesday night: (two dates) David at 6 and Eric at 8:30
Wednesday night: Fariaz
Thursday night: Brian
I'm going to be exhausted. I'm doing better than I did in my early 20s. I always abhorred the idea of online dating for being completely inorganic and insincere, but the fact is that just about all New Yorkers do it. Pretty much everyone I've talked to out here has done it because it's just so hard to meet people that you want to meet working at your day jobs. There's an overwhelming amount of artistic/creative people on there because we all have day jobs that don't afford us the opportunity to date our ideals. It's pretty neat. Everyone I'm going out with has good taste in literature, is Jewish or an Atheist, watches good films, and has something artistic about himself. Now, hopefully Fariaz isn't a sociopath, since I'm most looking forward to going out with him.
Also, I need sex. Like, badly. John and I so rarely had sex; I think I haven't had sex in four months. I want to feel desired, especially since I've been working out pretty much every day for the last three weeks. My body is looking pretty good. I'd like someone to admire it haha.
I'm incredibly excited for my date with Fariaz. We found that we're both INFJ, and then I'm just incredibly attracted to his pictures, and then we've been talking over text and IM and chat for the last three days. No warning buzzers have gone off in my head yet, but I'm wary of him being a Sebastian. He may seem too perfect. But on Wednesday, we're going to a place named Burp Castle (I hate this name, though the place is super artsy with incredible beer) and then hookah! We friended one another on Facebook. I really hope he's not creepy or fat or some such thing. He's an actor and a comedian and outgoing. The other thing is that he could be overweight or something. He's not fat, but I can't tell from his pictures if he's got a gut or something.
Other than him, here's my dating schedule for the week:
Saturday night: Jim at 8
Sunday night: Jesse at 6
Monday night: Matt at 7
Tuesday night: (two dates) David at 6 and Eric at 8:30
Wednesday night: Fariaz
Thursday night: Brian
I'm going to be exhausted. I'm doing better than I did in my early 20s. I always abhorred the idea of online dating for being completely inorganic and insincere, but the fact is that just about all New Yorkers do it. Pretty much everyone I've talked to out here has done it because it's just so hard to meet people that you want to meet working at your day jobs. There's an overwhelming amount of artistic/creative people on there because we all have day jobs that don't afford us the opportunity to date our ideals. It's pretty neat. Everyone I'm going out with has good taste in literature, is Jewish or an Atheist, watches good films, and has something artistic about himself. Now, hopefully Fariaz isn't a sociopath, since I'm most looking forward to going out with him.
Also, I need sex. Like, badly. John and I so rarely had sex; I think I haven't had sex in four months. I want to feel desired, especially since I've been working out pretty much every day for the last three weeks. My body is looking pretty good. I'd like someone to admire it haha.