i downloaded the notebook, it's been an on going process for the past week. i hope when i burn it to dvd it works out or i'll be bummed out ( Read more... )

lets see here. to put into words what im feeling this moment. lets just say that you might as well not even read this, because when i find these words, they're not going to make you smile, they're not going to make you happy, they probably wont create any such feeling other than animosity, so i suggest you stop here ( Read more... )

i can't sleep. it's too difficult right now, because every time i close my eyes all i can see is your lips against mine. it's shitty though. especially with you lying right next to me. i dont know what to do. in your eyes i am an ass hole. fucking pretenses. i dont know if it's because im so lonely that i feel this way toward you, or if it's ( Read more... )

i got told that i was beautiful tonight. a lot! i dont feel it though ( Read more... )

life is so petty, i just don't know anymore. im tired of falling asleep alone. im tired of hanging out with the same person every day. im tired of being lonely ( Read more... )

i wish i could peel the flesh from my bones and watch my heart beat. just to kind of get an idea of how it stays alive. not alive in the way that the blood pumps through it and this and that, but just how it keeps beating after my brain wishes it ill ( Read more... )

there used to be so many questions i needed answered, but last night none of them mattered anymore. i cherished every moment or our conversation last night ( Read more... )

first you say - "i used to be vegan ( Read more... )

i saw on my telephone that i had missed a call. it said "restricted" only two people call me from restricted numbers. i hoped it was you. i dont think it was though. what reason do you have to call ( Read more... )

who the fuck do you think you are, trying to out vegan me? you're not even in it for the right cause. you dont give a shit about the animals, and i can see by your food choice the you dont give a shit about your health. ten years from now when being vegan isn't the cool thing to do anymore. you'll be the story behind all of your lyrics ( Read more... )