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i saw on my telephone that i had missed a call. it said "restricted" only two people call me from restricted numbers. i hoped it was you. i dont think it was though. what reason do you have to call?
i feel so fucking empty. whenever im not at school and i use my brain to think about life. i feel worthless. life just has no point anymore.
we live life to not only provide our selves with happiness but to make those who "watch over us" happy. but what happens when we dont believe in nonsense? what happens when we know that the life we are living now is for now, and not for tomorrow?
if you have such an outlook, then thinking about all of the things that we're going to miss out on when we're gone is useless. i dont care about all of the excitement that i'll miss out on when im gone, because it's only going to be there till the end. and the end comes when the lights go out. it's either forever or never. the only way to enjoy something is to remember it forever.
i feel so fucking empty. whenever im not at school and i use my brain to think about life. i feel worthless. life just has no point anymore.
we live life to not only provide our selves with happiness but to make those who "watch over us" happy. but what happens when we dont believe in nonsense? what happens when we know that the life we are living now is for now, and not for tomorrow?
if you have such an outlook, then thinking about all of the things that we're going to miss out on when we're gone is useless. i dont care about all of the excitement that i'll miss out on when im gone, because it's only going to be there till the end. and the end comes when the lights go out. it's either forever or never. the only way to enjoy something is to remember it forever.