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i can't sleep. it's too difficult right now, because every time i close my eyes all i can see is your lips against mine. it's shitty though. especially with you lying right next to me. i dont know what to do. in your eyes i am an ass hole. fucking pretenses. i dont know if it's because im so lonely that i feel this way toward you, or if it's because we had a past. and right now that past is the only happiness i've got.
this is why i can't sleep. this is a taste of what is going through my mind at the present moment. it is times like this when i wish i could remove my brain from my head and let it sit till morning, while i lay in bed motionless like a vegetable. but as they say "you can shit in one hand and wish in the other and see which one gets filled first" so i think im going to go take a shit.
late.
this is why i can't sleep. this is a taste of what is going through my mind at the present moment. it is times like this when i wish i could remove my brain from my head and let it sit till morning, while i lay in bed motionless like a vegetable. but as they say "you can shit in one hand and wish in the other and see which one gets filled first" so i think im going to go take a shit.
late.