God help me, I am in complete superbitch mode. I just, yes JUST, got up about 30 min ago, and the roommate is annoying me merely by his presence and the fact that he's sitting here alive and breathing. It's wholly unjustified, I know. But I am still super duper fucking irritated. It sucks mightily.

Argh.

I want to say something, and I may very well regret it in the morning, but I still want to say it because I try to be honest on my journal. I'm also going to turn comments off because I am indeed terrified of the response I might get. I apologize for this, but it's my own insecurity that fuels it.

( Don't click unless you are sure you can deal with this shit )

Hell, hell, hell...this day has been pure HELL. I had another run in with the totally fucking insane landlord. I was all alone. It was bad. It was extremely scary. Terrifying. He was talking about all sorts of bizarre shit, some of which was sexual. He also threatened to kill himself. I typed up a 3 page statement to bring to the police. We're ( Read more... )

All right, I’m going to try to explain what went down today ( Read more... )

Hey there.

So I’ve been out of commission for a little while. I want to explain things, but I don’t know to approach it. It’s some screwy stuff, so I’m not sure how to put it. Bear with me here.

( cut because this is long and personal )

Boy, I was messed up today. I tried to get ahold of myself, but I couldn't keep it together as well as I’d liked to have ( Read more... )

We just went through one HELL of an ordeal this morning ( Read more... )

It's a rant. Nobody needs to see this, it's trivial shit. I just need to vent.

( ranting, raving, being mad as a hatter )

I am so fucked up...yes, i am. I used a razor tonight...on my flesh. and yes, i threw up tonight too. i'm a total fuck up, bleeding through my pants ( Read more... )

I have been weird lately, I admit. Ahh...who am I kidding? I’ve been downright screwy. Fucked up. Messed up. Take your pick ( Read more... )