I talk way too much when I'm drunk. Way, way too much :-/

There are some things which should simply not be said. Not ever.

*looks at the clock*

On that note, I'm heading to bed. Bye bye.

Been drunk as fuck tonight. I hate me...I really do. If I ever had kids, I'd tell them not to be like me, ever :-/

But anyway, I'm gonna head off to bed now, and hope I don't vomit along the way :-P

Love everyone. Love you more than you probably know. Really.

Ahhh man...I just woke up throwing up :-(
It's my own damn fault, I know it...too much booze. It still fucking sucks, though.

And I still wish to god my mommy was up. I miss her like crazy. If she were awake, she'd make me feel better, I know it.

I'm going to write my mom a letter of apology. Wish me luck.

I haven't slept in forever. Did horrible things last night. Horrible. Was on a bender. Sobbed non-stop for about 2 hours this morning. Half wanted to kill myself at 8AM, when my kitty savd my life. She came over and literally licked tears off my face. God I love her ( Read more... )

I really can't believe this ( Read more... )

Apparently I was just unconscious for several hours.

Yeah, I'd say it's time to quit the vodka and hit the hay for now.

BTW, happy early 4th of July. I know I'm celebrating it with the quickness.

P.S. - Did I mention that last night was the first time I've eaten fast food since I was 18? Well, I have now. It's sort of a big deal to me...

Well, I'm here again. Didn't think I would be, but life is surprising sometimes ( Read more... )

Okay, now I can explain what transpired last night. Please bear with me here. I’ve been afraid to write this because I’m feeling very ashamed and I don’t want anyone to think less of me ( Read more... )

Well, so much for me drying out ( Read more... )

Went to my first ever wedding reception tonight! Whoa. I wish I could remember more of it! It was drinks on the house, and the woman at the bar kept pouring me doubles and triples all night long (I never asked for more than a simple vodka & diet Sierra Mist mix ( Read more... )