Something happened tonight that has upset and unsettled me greatly ( Read more... )

Ahhh man...I just woke up throwing up :-(
It's my own damn fault, I know it...too much booze. It still fucking sucks, though.

And I still wish to god my mommy was up. I miss her like crazy. If she were awake, she'd make me feel better, I know it.

I'm going to write my mom a letter of apology. Wish me luck.

I’m going to be completely random and talk about something that has no bearing on anything or anyone besides myself. This is not required reading in the slightest. It’s really just so I don’t lose my mind ( Read more... )

I haven't slept in forever. Did horrible things last night. Horrible. Was on a bender. Sobbed non-stop for about 2 hours this morning. Half wanted to kill myself at 8AM, when my kitty savd my life. She came over and literally licked tears off my face. God I love her ( Read more... )

It's late...or early, depending on how you look at it. In any case, I don't sleep, so I'm here and I want to write ( Read more... )

I miss my mommy so much. She went to bed early tonight and it's just killing me. I miss her like crazy. I know most folk would already be asleep by now. I don't care. Most folks are *not* her. She's what I want. Not anyone else ( Read more... )

So I said I wouldn't post again until I was well and in control of my faculties. I lied :-P

I cannot resist posting. Not today, at least. You couldn't get rid of me if you tried, hehehe

Aaaanyway, I spent the past 5 hours reading fanfic online. Goddamn, I need a life. But seriously, some of it is just so fucking good. It can really suck a person ( Read more... )

I am so scared. I have no idea what I'm doing.

I want to be good...so good. And I try. But for some reason it never works. Is it possible that some people just weren't meant for that? That maybe some folks were conceived to follow a wayward path ( Read more... )