I talk way too much when I'm drunk. Way, way too much :-/

There are some things which should simply not be said. Not ever.

*looks at the clock*

On that note, I'm heading to bed. Bye bye.

Something happened tonight that has upset and unsettled me greatly ( Read more... )

I have had one of the worst nights of my life tonight. No shit. It's been terrible. I got into a HUGE fight with my mom.

I may not even be here tomorrow. I want to just pick up and leave in the night.

I am so upset. So utterly upset. Things got crazy in a way I cannot describe simply through words. It was bad. Very, very bad ( Read more... )

Ahhh man...I just woke up throwing up :-(
It's my own damn fault, I know it...too much booze. It still fucking sucks, though.

And I still wish to god my mommy was up. I miss her like crazy. If she were awake, she'd make me feel better, I know it.

I'm going to write my mom a letter of apology. Wish me luck.

I’m going to be completely random and talk about something that has no bearing on anything or anyone besides myself. This is not required reading in the slightest. It’s really just so I don’t lose my mind ( Read more... )

Told my mom about the email I got from my father. It led into a conversation that's left me feeling...ahh, fuck...I don't know how I feel ( Read more... )

For the first time in months, I tried to reach out to my father last night. I sent him an email. Told him I lost my job because it was quite literally phased out.

Ready for his response?

"That's the real word - cold and brutal."Yep. I should've expected that. Silly me for ever thinking he might be anything besides glib and insensitive (on a ( Read more... )

While in the midst of my early morning, post-bender sobfest, I started writing. It was really quite bizarre...I just started writing things as they came to me...free flowing, not my usual style.

Anyway, it was very cathartic and I wanted to post it here.

As Fires FadeAs fires fade ( Read more... )