today is kinda dragging at this point. richie is working a double and i'm not used to that. i took a dinner break with him, and now i have nothing left to do. i'm sure i could find stuff to do, but i just don't feel like it. i want him to be home now dammit ( Read more... )

hmm well lasik still rules. my eyes are no longer itchy or dry and i can start wearing eye makeup again tomorrow so everything's peachy! my back is getting better so hopefully i can be done with physical therapy soon too ( Read more... )

this past week was fun. tuesday richie and i went to see boys night out at the ottobar. they played a lot of older songs, which is apparently something they rarely do anymore. we had fun except for some stupid hardcore kids acting like assholes ( Read more... )

things are definitely much better now. he got over it, we had a nice talk. and i'm very much at peace with the way things have become. i know now that he loves me, and i love him, and thats all that matters. decided still to take as much time as we need separately, because i know i'm still not ready to give it that title yet. its a really big deal ( Read more... )

i'm so fucking confused. i don't even know why i get involved in any of this (sort of) relationship shit, because i'm not good at it. i have no idea what i really want. and keeping it at an in-between stage doesn't work either. i thought i had it figured out right after i broke up with my last boyfriend eric, a year and a half ago. i was going to ( Read more... )

saw korn a few hours ago, lol. i seriously never thought that would happen. i mean, when i was like 12-15 i would have given anything to see them live, that was probably like my #1 band i wanted to see back then. but they haven't put out a good album in many many years so i was kinda iffy about it. josh had a ticket and insisted i go so i figured ( Read more... )

...its broken into paragraphs so its easier, but half of it you won't read anyway ( Read more... )

xmas is almost over yay! i told my mom the other day that i won't be celebrating xmas anymore after this year and she was all like "ahh lisa why??" i think she thought i was kidding. i'm not. i went on to explain to her all the reasons i hate it and that i don't care about getting presents either, i think its stupid because i'm getting presents ( Read more... )

my problems right now stem mostly from two things. i'm hating my job based solely on the fact that half my staff don't take their jobs seriously enough to come to work every day even though they know we're short staffed as hell and its busy, so one stylist calling out usually means there's only 1 or 2 stylists working at certain parts of the day, ( Read more... )

i got my zombie tattoo shaded/colored in some for about 2 hours on wednesday, not even half done, i have so much more to go but it looks sooooo fucking amazing so far, mike is so talented. he said he even surprised himself ( Read more... )