gonna try my best to update as well as i can. just gotten so lazy about it. it's been 3 weeks since i fell and i'm still not 100%. i can work, i can do most things, i just can't lift anything heavy or put any weight on it. so lifting myself up (which is needed to do yoga obviously) is out still. i'm pretty depressed about that. the one physical ( Read more... )

life has been so chaotic and full of stuff to do. some fun stuff, some stuff i've had to do. i've been feeling so overwhelmed, but it's getting better. it's a good thing i'm ridiculously organized (i have 4 different notebooks for different things i use on a regular basis to keep my thoughts organized) or i might not be able to handle it ( Read more... )

the last few weeks have brought some big changes. i'd have to say it's been the best/worst 2 weeks i've had in a long time. it's been a series of ups and downs, being very sure to being very unsure. all in all we've all learned a lot in the process, gotten closer with loved ones, and only time will tell where this is going. i hate to be one of ( Read more... )

the shit just keeps coming my way. got a letter in the mail yesterday saying my refinance is denied. again. by the 2nd mortgage company i've gone through, been trying to get this done since december. the reasons (checked off in a form letter): "value or type of collateral not sufficient" and "unacceptable condo". still trying to figure out what ( Read more... )

i haven't posted in a long time, mostly because there hasn't been anything extremely interesting going on and i've spent a lot of time being annoyed ( Read more... )

after doing my own online research, and watching him the past few days, i've decided to DEFINITELY seek a second opinion about plato. there's 2 types of renal failure. acute comes on suddenly, and must be reversed in order to save the cat. chronic is gradual, but treatable. comparing the 2, their causes, and the fact that plato is still alive after ( Read more... )

doesn't it suck that the older you get, the more difficult and rare it is to feel really excited about anything? they actually talked about this in "knocked up" for a minute, i haven't watched that movie for a while, but i've just been thinking about it lately. in the movie he talks about how his kids get more excited about something so simple as ( Read more... )

it's so frustrating only being able to take the smallest steps forward and not being in control of it or really knowing what's going on with other people. brian is still here. it's august 14. he was told june 1st to be out by august 1st, but he didn't get it together. procrastination, irresponsibility? i don't know what the excuse is, but as it ( Read more... )

so when nick said asap he really meant asap. he completely moved everything out by sunday night. and of course he left the room a complete wreck, which heather and i took 2-3 hours cleaning that night. there were stains on the carpet that i asked him to use oxyclean on at least 6 months ago and he never did. the oxyclean did lighten them, but they' ( Read more... )

my problems right now stem mostly from two things. i'm hating my job based solely on the fact that half my staff don't take their jobs seriously enough to come to work every day even though they know we're short staffed as hell and its busy, so one stylist calling out usually means there's only 1 or 2 stylists working at certain parts of the day, ( Read more... )