So I lied when I said I wasn't sure if I liked the guy or not. I do. I really do. I think I like to take myself out of the game when I feel like I'm losing i.e. him not paying me enough attention. It's most definitely a defense mechanism. I don't want to feel hurt if he doesn't like me so I'll make up any excuse to make myself feel better why it's ( Read more... )

To Liz, He's mine. K thx bye! <3 

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I really need to kick my drinking habit(but I don't think that's going to happen anytime soon). It's definitely my social crutch. I feel like I can't have fun if I'm not drinking ( Read more... )

Man oh man. Time truly does fly by. Has it really been five years since I've posted here? I figured I'd go pay my old LJ a visit ( Read more... )

sleepy teepy time at O'Brians!

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So today is one of those happy days as opposed to yesterday. I seriously hope I'm not fucking Bipolar. I think I just needed a day to recuperate. The other night I was drinking and other stuff at Siv's bf Matt's suite with Cam, B-rich, Teenwolf and Blanny. We were playing ASSHOLE so you can imagine how fucked up one can get. I was asshole about 2 ( Read more... )

I guess I was naive. But you know when someone is saying all the right things, you tend to listen. I'm okay now. I'm definitely over what was never anything in the first place. Maybe I do overdramatize things. I needed it though, just to learn how some people can really be. If that is what your looking for, just be honest with me and tell that it ( Read more... )

So yesterday was Diversity Day/Strawberry Fest. I was all dolled up for the event because we had a drag themed information table. We were giving drag makeovers and giving out Stop Homophobia T-Shirts ( Read more... )

The first half of this week was absolutely miserable. I spent those nights fucking writing two essays that were due this week. The worst part is I was assigned the work like a month ago and I was doing them the night before. Needless to say, I got them done on time but I'm pretty sure they turned out so shitty. :sigh: Don't procrastinate kiddies, ( Read more... )