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Apr 04, 2010 10:37

I really need to kick my drinking habit(but I don't think that's going to happen anytime soon). It's definitely my social crutch. I feel like I can't have fun if I'm not drinking.

I was drinking at a work event earlier this week(so was everyone else). I was completely self-composed IMO during the event but I vaguely remember the end of the night. A lot of my co-workers did find my drunken antics amusing. And one of my director's was feeding me drinks too. Fortunately, I didn't get into too much trouble.

I tend to get a little overly affectionate when I'm drunk. Some people actually enjoy that though. I'm definitely a happy drunk never ever belligerent or overbearing. I'd probably fall asleep on you before I'd ever pick a fight with you. It's always fun until the rest is just a blur and I can't remember anything else but everyone else can.

I did do something completely stupid. I got a little overzealous and made out with a co-worker. A new co-worker at that. It turns out he kinda likes me. The kiss meant nothing. I mean c'mon you corner me in the bathroom and I'm drunk as hale and a really friendly guy I just might make out with you. He got upset at me for doing that. He's definitely a belligerent drunk and was getting all mad at me. It's a two way street though we both went a little too far. The next morning he apologized for being so drunk and that his memory was blurry. I told him it was the same with me. I think it's best we leave it at that. I'm still a little weary about the next time I see him since he doesn't work at my site. I don't wanna make things weird. It was fun going out with him and we should keep it friendly. I'd like to have a new clubbing buddy.

I actually have my eye on another co-worker. I really shouldn't mix business with pleasure but I think I'm just so sexually frustrated that I've been acting out. I was having the longest drought but the rain came back for a bit. Still not satisfied though. Anyway, this co-worker is another new one. We've been recently flirty and I think he's supercute. He's a J name and follows my trend of liking boys with J names over the past 5 years. And I seem to always fall for guys with boyfriends but this one doesn't have a bf this time. hehe Yes, I'm a vulture. I don't think I should pursue it b/c he works with me. aahhhh I don't know. We'll see what happens.
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