A Happy Day
So today is one of those happy days as opposed to yesterday. I seriously hope I'm not fucking Bipolar. I think I just needed a day to recuperate. The other night I was drinking and other stuff at Siv's bf Matt's suite with Cam, B-rich, Teenwolf and Blanny. We were playing ASSHOLE so you can imagine how fucked up one can get. I was asshole about 2 times and vice asshole 1 time in like 6 or 7 games. That kinda sucked. Sometimes the high you get off that one night is great at the moment but not the following day. I know I was feeling it that night. I didn't like how I felt the next day however. It's not that I was hungover because I don't really get hungover all that much, I actually get depressed more often instead and become like this dorm mole the following day. I'll like keep to myself the whole day. Does that happen to anyone else? It's weird.
Anyway, as I said I'm happy again and I'm really looking forward to the summer. Once I get all my finals over with I'm gonna concentrate on the summer. I truly need to get a job or some type of internship hopefully one that pays. I want to make money and not think about anything else. I'll try my luck with boys again over the summer. I might be going to South Carolina for vacation. Maybe I'll find some summer lovin with some sweet sexy southern boy. hehe I was advised to get my kicks. Maybe I'll do so but with the intention of having something real. If something comes of it, I'll be happy. If nothing does I'll get over it.
Also I can't wait for next semester. I got an apartment in the West Apts! And I got a single too. The thing is I don't have a clue who my suitemates are next year. I really hope I don't get a bunch of assholes. If anything I have a single and I can always shut the door to keep them out. It's my first time ever having a single so I'm excited. I don't have to deal with roommates. Not that I've really had a problem with one anyway. It's just nice to have the whole room to yourself for a change. You get to dance around naked after you shower! lol
Oooh and I'm very happy to retain my secretarial position in LGBTA next year. I only had one semester of holding my position rather than the normal 2 semesters you are suppose to have. I hope we can get more things together next year. The club is in dire need of visibility on campus. This current e-board has been really trying to get this club up and running after a few years of not having much activity well... from what I hear anyway. I'm just glad to be doing my part. Which reminds me I need to send out minutes later.
I have Sunday Mass soon. I really need to go to church today. I've missed mass the past 2 weeks. *gasp* I've been feeling kind of lost lately in the things I've been doing. Sometimes you just like to lose yourself in things so you don't have to really think about stuff. Maybe I am trying to escape something as Lo alluded to the other day. I don't know. I just really need some time to just reflect and talk to God.
Anyway, as I said I'm happy again and I'm really looking forward to the summer. Once I get all my finals over with I'm gonna concentrate on the summer. I truly need to get a job or some type of internship hopefully one that pays. I want to make money and not think about anything else. I'll try my luck with boys again over the summer. I might be going to South Carolina for vacation. Maybe I'll find some summer lovin with some sweet sexy southern boy. hehe I was advised to get my kicks. Maybe I'll do so but with the intention of having something real. If something comes of it, I'll be happy. If nothing does I'll get over it.
Also I can't wait for next semester. I got an apartment in the West Apts! And I got a single too. The thing is I don't have a clue who my suitemates are next year. I really hope I don't get a bunch of assholes. If anything I have a single and I can always shut the door to keep them out. It's my first time ever having a single so I'm excited. I don't have to deal with roommates. Not that I've really had a problem with one anyway. It's just nice to have the whole room to yourself for a change. You get to dance around naked after you shower! lol
Oooh and I'm very happy to retain my secretarial position in LGBTA next year. I only had one semester of holding my position rather than the normal 2 semesters you are suppose to have. I hope we can get more things together next year. The club is in dire need of visibility on campus. This current e-board has been really trying to get this club up and running after a few years of not having much activity well... from what I hear anyway. I'm just glad to be doing my part. Which reminds me I need to send out minutes later.
I have Sunday Mass soon. I really need to go to church today. I've missed mass the past 2 weeks. *gasp* I've been feeling kind of lost lately in the things I've been doing. Sometimes you just like to lose yourself in things so you don't have to really think about stuff. Maybe I am trying to escape something as Lo alluded to the other day. I don't know. I just really need some time to just reflect and talk to God.