Its like I have been thrown into some odd world...I feel as though I am in some odd coma...which really if this is a coma it would make sense. I mean, what IF when you go into one....this is what it is like...you have this alter life happening? It would make a hell of a lot more sense then this hell I am now living in ( Read more... )

Just slowly starts to heal some...and then I realize my world as I see it and as I dreamed it...is crumbling around me. He came home on Monday night and has been acting if all is the same, yet no appt at the docs or counseling set up as of yet for him. He talks to me a lot...lets me ask things and stuff.... I am sick and tired of hearing how he ( Read more... )

As I sit and look at my life, I question where it went wrong. What did I do, what did we do? How can I change it. I know what my friends are telling me, but its easy for them ( Read more... )

For anyone who even still looks... along update.
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I have no idea where I am going wrong....but I am to the point of saying I quit...I quit it all...I can't please people so it MUST be me ( Read more... )

1) What side of the heart do you draw first ( Read more... )

I just can't win. Oh the joys of PMS and perimenopause...or more like what ever the hell is wrong with me ( Read more... )

Why can't pet ownership be easy for me? Why do I always own animals that make going out of town a HUGE hassle and piss everyone off at ME? *sigh It used to be Squirty was the issue...he did not do well without me, so had to stay with people...plus kenneling him was pricey. Now we have Shamus...we "thought" our good friend here would watch him, ( Read more... )

I "AM" home ( Read more... )

Evidently I had a full blown panic attack last Sunday night. ( Read more... )