Sep 09, 2008 19:32
I have no idea where I am going wrong....but I am to the point of saying I quit...I quit it all...I can't please people so it MUST be me.
*sigh
We talked over this little $30 guitar two weeks ago...seeing as DJ really wants a guitar I found one that is yes...cheap but at least we can see if he truly IS interested in this thing before we go waste money on something that was just a whim. Today....we head out to get it and he asks me WHY the hell are we getting the child a guitar. When I reply that we had talked about it he yells at me for fighting with him!? WTF....*sigh So I try to nicely explain AGAIN my philosophy...which btw evidently I should just not have because well hell I don't know why I shouldn't...its just my exasperated point on this. He finally agreed it was an okay idea... However, the is thinking the friggin $125+ (don't kill me Star Wars fans...) Millennium Falcon or whatever the hell the new expensive assed Lego thing is...or maybe its not Lego...whatever it is it's over $100 would be cool for him. ??? I think it would be cool for DADDY-O...and he wanted it...but umm....NO. I am not buying my kids something that costs that much...they'd take great care of it...but still. It would be the ONLY gift he could get...and at 7 ONE gift is not understood at ALL.... *sigh
I don't get it...he was so pissy today...pissy I got him gym lessons...pissy I did not want to pay more money to go to bible study and more gym for the boys...stating that "I" need ME time. Well shit, I do...but ME time for me, I'd rather go to a quilt class...not tote the boys to another gym thing...which my oldest will HATE and bitch about and then the other hour is a Spanish class....
I don't understand men...I don't get my husband...I don't get where I am failing him...I just don't. WHY do I have to take classes on how to be a better Christian wife...and its obviously something I am doing....??? Ummm, he is the one bored with me....I don't see where i am going wrong.... I do allt he wifely things I am to do...and praise, compliment him where i am supposed too....I don't talk badly of him...well except NOW on here I guess. *sigh
I don't get men!