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I wish I could write a much longer and detailed post
It's still kind of rough around the details and I'm not to a safe place to do that yet.
It's just good not to feel doomed though. Hard to put into words. I could still have a bad time for sure but probably a different bad time than I thought I was going to have.
I'm the kind of person who intellectually and somewhat emotionally accept that I die ( Read more... ) -
Things may be getting better
At least I am trying.
Sometimes other people help.
There's one person in particular whose been amazing.People always say you know but... you really don't believe it until you meet someone and just like trust them and yourself and like .... it's wild. . .
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Wow long time no posts from me
So I guess you need an update of some kind.
I'm going to refrain from the political . My hand hurts thanks to grabbing a stinging probably nettle(I was weeding and not paying attention). I 'm working on some landscaping. It's stupid hot. Dogs are fine. Was messaging my sister about the neighbor dude and he took a sign in his garage I ( Read more... ) -
Hi
It's been so long I don't recall how long.
Nothing too big for updates.
I'm living my life and some days are better than others. Life is like that isn't it everyone? I'd say on average things are getting a little better but it's frustrating sometimes and I still feel very lost for what next when I think too far forward. That larger society and ( Read more... ) -
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K I am sick of listening to the same fucking annoying noises.
Yeah I did get up too early but I got a nap; also ate comfort food. I am just annoyed with same unnecessary bs.
uGh/a/s;llDL
Don't even remember last time I wrote in here. So ummm what's up ?
Got my Covid vaccination. . . I feel a lot safer in that regard even if not complete. Watching ( Read more... ) -
I'm really sad...
Want to say I wish I could have my life back but that doesn't quite make sense...
Can't tell you what other than super frustrated.As much as some things have changed still deeply disappointed and disgusted with some "things'.
Covid stuff was a difficult aside for me. It simultaneously gave me some benefits like work from home/excuses etc and ( Read more... ) -
this is exhausting...
I'm tired. Physically I'm alright but in every other way...ugh. I do literally need to sleep but in a bad mood.
Just sad because didn't have to be like this. I can't keep going out of my way to avoid things others should stop and I do communicate it. In case of my dog it's like I get she's attached but don't need to be six inches from my face/food ( Read more... ) -
I feel like making my environment indoors more livable ...
it's just that....
I get people who rent and don't make improvements. And yet it's like don't want to live in a barren hovel though too.
Best I have is not buy jack shit for this but can rearrange/use what's here. Maybe paint furniture or make some I'd take with if/when leave kind of things. There was a hole by the window and ain't even getting ( Read more... ) -
I like someone
for cute reasons.
I decided to allow myself to attribute significance to some little things. I don't know how to explain it except I want to enjoy the little things because they mean a lot. I'm in a strange place with things so taking everything as easy as I can. There has to be a nice part it can not all be a struggle. There has to be some risk ( Read more... )
