not to be dramatic. Week started off super productive. Kind of wasted days waiting. Got not much done or fun. Here I sit like well...

It's an all too frequent occurrence where certain people I can't get away from or avoid act like shit and ain't much I can do about it.

Frustrated. K it's beyond that at this point but don't know a better word.

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This has all been wild.

I'm doing okay I guess. I've been saying such for a while because it's a complicated answer.

It's hard to say anything beyond I'm ready to say everything.

I truly do not have a clue as to wether to be optimistic or pessimistic.

I have a good valued friend that makes me so happy. There's someone I like-like who is oddly ( Read more... )

I can only say I don't like this.

I got this. Been super productive. Let's ignore it took two days to do laundry because I forgot I was doing it. I need a nap at ten a.m. .

Sent most of things I needed to. Filled out forms. Figuring out how to organize large complicated umm let's call it data. Using my skills and resources.

Laughed at how stupid ( Read more... )

Don't get me wrong I'm probably better off than a lot of people in some regards. It's  all weighing on me lately.

I don't know that ironic is the right word but here we are.

Virus thing doesn't change anything but I guess it has given me some perspective.

In practical terms very much not helping. I'm sad I didn't visit a certain person and now ( Read more... )

For once things would go well for long enough I never have to  be in this place again.  Right?

Been stressed lately. Have a billion things to do. Get maybe a few done if lucky. Occasionally find something to enjoy (small like decent meal, etc).

Was going to make a blog post but accidentally logged out before I posted and never returned ( not my ( Read more... )

Fingers crossed. I should be aware of a certain situation that seems to be escalating but it's a struggle because not something that I have much say in at this point.

In better news about me that strange dramatic dude in my DMs disappeared. It was a nice chance to be put on a spot to explain things in a way that wasn't too hostile or complicated. I ( Read more... )

No time like the present because I always forget.

Let my dog out almost every hour of the day today.

I'm exhausted and don't even want to fix my mitten. At least it needs fixing because I grabbed a sharp bone and was using it to whack things instead of my dog pulling on it.

Weather is crazy. Sometimes I think about that but eh what I'm going to ( Read more... )

I'm researching to make informed  decisions, also judging the hell out of this person's choice in roomba name and hate for it. Anyway guy fascinates me. He seems likable enough but little bit a maverick.

Should say I looked at more than Facebook and somewhat negative things that were in the range of meh I'd like to know more but IDK how.  A few ( Read more... )

Don't recall how long it's been so I have no idea what to update on.

What's new? Some things change some still kicking around.

I've been doing mixed. I have good days and still have some difficulty with certain things. It's nice when people are nice though. It does seem easier to just appreciate people in the moment and not get to (not sure how ( Read more... )

I have my better and worse ummm days?...it's honestly more don't want to say moments but sometimes it's like something catches and I struggle.

As much as we all live in the moment in a way I am sick of it too. Not sure if that makes any sense. I want the kind of settled whatever you call it,  it wasn't peace, I had when I basically forfeited to ( Read more... )