Soo... forgot about this again. Is anyone still on here? I have been reading my old entries.. AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAA... soooo funny.

It's been quite a while livejournal... Oh how I miss you. Our long talks, our good times... *Sighs ( Read more... )

So how are all of you? I need an update stat!

To the boy with the crooked smile ( Read more... )

Well, as of late, I feel lost. I am just floating along some path of life... I hate it. I feel ugly and alone. I am so scared this is where I will end up in the end. School is going okay. Art and music are still my esacpe. So, all of my classes this semester are art so I guess thats a plus in some weird way. Work is good. I love my friends ( Read more... )

What a crazy month... Well I will start from the beginning... I am in an apartment now. Livin it and lovin it. My roomate kicks ass and so does Pedro, our little bundle of joy. Back to Scool ended last week and boy was I happy. Journey's was a fuckin zoo. I am sick right now, but still functional. Classes start on Monday, dear lord wish me ( Read more... )

PULLING OUT MY HAIR!!!!!!!!!!

I dunno... one of them days.

Well... It's been a while. I still feel like something is missing in my life. I know and I am sure you all know what I think it is. I am sure most of you are thinking... god here she goes again, or god get over it, or your so much better than that. Well, I am sorry. This haunts me daily. I wish like hell it didn't but it does. Maybe I need ( Read more... )

*Sighs*... I'm going insane. This shit eats at me daily. I am trying so hard to put it behind me. However, I just want to talk to you so badly and see if your doing ok or if you really don't give a fuck if I die or live. My world seems like it is passing me by quickly and I am on pause. I am loosing my drive. Most days have not been so bad, ( Read more... )

I can't believe this bullshit... I feel like I could seriously fucking die. I am disgusted. It breaks my heart that Austin has become what he has become. Maybe he was this monster all along? Who knows... All I kno for sure is that now I am emotionally unstable and depressed and have been for the past 5 months because of the shit he has put me ( Read more... )