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I can't believe this bullshit... I feel like I could seriously fucking die. I am disgusted. It breaks my heart that Austin has become what he has become. Maybe he was this monster all along? Who knows... All I kno for sure is that now I am emotionally unstable and depressed and have been for the past 5 months because of the shit he has put me through. I am so exhausted. He was my knight in shinning armor and my knight stabbed me in the heart with his spear for shits and giggles it seems like. God damn I'll explain later... I am shaking... Later