I hate this shit... I wish all would be well... And what makes it worse is now I am one of those people on LJ that only bitch and you don't even know what they are bitching about... and you will forever skip over their journal now because your sick of their sad entries. I am sorry for that, but what's a girl to do. I am pretty convinced I will ( Read more... )

Well, It's been about amonth or more since my last post. I am in a blah mood, so bear with me... *Smiles ( Read more... )

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Man, I feel like I could die. I really do. *Cries herself to sleep ( Read more... )

Do da do... It's been a minute! I miss you all. I am feeling a little better. With each day I am realizing that it's not worth my time, energy, or tears. We could have been perfect. I was perfect for him... and he threw it away. It's his loss in all honesty. Whatever... I am so sick of it all. Anywho... I love the Denny's crew. *hugz* ( Read more... )

Man... I can't help but think about this. We were going to be together forever... Look at us now. I looked at some old entries and cried today. He loved me and wanted to be with me forever. Why has my world crashed? Why can't I ever find a boy that will love me honestly and fully. I always put my heart out there... and they always hide ( Read more... )

(old entry from Austin's old LJ ( Read more... )

God Damn... I am at a loss for words. I am alone. I feel so sad and depressed. I am scared. I dont know how to handle these feelings. I have never felt them in my life. Everything I have ever believed in seems so foolish now. I feel empty. I cry so much all the time now. It's all kinds of fucked up. I am so hurt. Austin tore me up today ( Read more... )

I think I am at the cracking point. I can't take the pressure of school/work/family/emotions/love anymore. So much depends on me. It's not right. If I quit school then I loose all aid/ insurance/and child support. My mother has no job and desperately depends on that child support each week. I am dropping a class tomorow. I can't fucking take ( Read more... )

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