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Man, I feel like I could die. I really do. *Cries herself to sleep*
I will talk later when I am gathered. All I want to do right now is sleep forever. Fuck class tomorrow. If I could, I'd say fuck work too. I hate most of my life. I feel empty inside. I need to scream but no one will hear me... and if they did, they would look the other way. Or at least that's how I feel. No one in the world can help me right now. I feel so alone. I have friends and family that care, true. But no matter what, I promise they can't fill the void. God damnit!!!! I don't even know what to do with myself. I really don't. I wish I could make myself explode. Make this go away. I can't live like this.
I will talk later when I am gathered. All I want to do right now is sleep forever. Fuck class tomorrow. If I could, I'd say fuck work too. I hate most of my life. I feel empty inside. I need to scream but no one will hear me... and if they did, they would look the other way. Or at least that's how I feel. No one in the world can help me right now. I feel so alone. I have friends and family that care, true. But no matter what, I promise they can't fill the void. God damnit!!!! I don't even know what to do with myself. I really don't. I wish I could make myself explode. Make this go away. I can't live like this.