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[rockinbabe37]

God Damn... I am at a loss for words. I am alone. I feel so sad and depressed. I am scared. I dont know how to handle these feelings. I have never felt them in my life. Everything I have ever believed in seems so foolish now. I feel empty. I cry so much all the time now. It's all kinds of fucked up. I am so hurt. Austin tore me up today

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[perfectscore]

the first step to healing is understanding what the problem is. Do you really have a clear definition of what this is.. and what it is really going to be? If you think there is even a bit of hope that you can still have him want to be with you the way he used too.. you may not be able to make yourself heal. K-lynn, good luck with this.

[axismundi]

:( ... Sorry girl.

[labeledblack]

Though it doesn't seem like it, sometime the best and easiest way to heal is to distane yourself from those who have hurt you as much as possible. When all of that shit went down with me and him and you that once I left it alone, stopped with the drama, stopped reading his journal - the whole shabang, the healing process was much quicker and eventually, after some time, I forgot about him. Well, not forgot, but when i would think of him it would be like "Heh...that was -so- long ago." and that's about it. I dunno, just a thought. I know it's hard and you don't want to just have the person you were/are in love with disappear from your life, but when they're not returning the love sometimes it's the only way to get good and over it. And hon you really need to. You are worth more than this pain and depression that you're putting yourself through. Yes, you're doing it to yourself - granted austin got the ball rolling but from the way you talk it's obvious that he is mostly over it...especially if he's just throwing it all to the wayside.

[drunkenmunky]

Sorry things arent goin so hot:/ Hope you feel better...*hug*