*Sigh* I really love having someone to hold me. :) But I'm afraid I don't know where I should draw the line. I don't know what's "right" and "wrong" at this stage of a relationship. I know that I can't fully give in to my feelings, but how far is too far? Yesterday involved some outrageous flirting; it was so fun. :) I am trying to get some advice ( Read more... )

Dude, I am loving having a special guy in my life. :) Last night we were both at the fellowship/worship night at Andrew Hana's and spent quite a bit of time together (in groups of course) in conversation and then I also attempted to long board. Lol. That was fun. Haha. I was doing well at first but then I decided I wanted to coast down the hill. ( Read more... )

I am UNBELIEVABLY BLESSED! Praise God for little glimpses of Heaven on earth. I think I've already mentioned some of the great times of fellowship and worship I've been a part of in the last few weeks; now there's another to add on top of them. Last night a bunch of us celebrated Liz's 20th birthday at the compound. We played games like Taboo and ( Read more... )

It seems like I hardly ever write here anymore. I have been having a really great time the past week or so. The other night I got to spend some real time with Rachel Gracia. I knew who she was from school, but I'd never really talked to her and we had a great heartfelt conversation on Friday night at Andrew's. It all started with sign language. We' ( Read more... )

I have been so overwhelmingly blessed this week. God has given me joy and has convicted me and I am in awe of Him. I can hardly express in words the things that God has done and is doing not only in my life but in those around me. Tonight our house (unit 3 minus Hannah R. who was gone) had our first worship night together. It was the most amazing ( Read more... )

I have been deeply inspired today. Emily S. sent me a link to a blog that she's reading about a girl who left everything, even the love of her life, to follow God to Africa and adopt 12 girls by herself. I am just in awe of this woman. I don't know how old she is (she seems pretty young in the pictures), but she is somehow managing to take care of ( Read more... )

I realize that I have been pretty lazy about writing. Is it weird that I wish my thoughts and memories were (selectively) recorded automatically through my whole life ( Read more... )

Yeah, so last night was pretty crazy. I went to TCG at Brittany's house and we had a good time hanging out in the yard, then I had to leave a little early to go to DVC for the prayer walk; to which only Abraham, Johnny and I attended. *Sigh* Quite sad. It was quite nice to actually WALK and pray this time, even though there were so few of us. I ( Read more... )

Last Sunday was the first "Girls' Bible Study Meeting" at Lisa's house. We are all reading through "Lady in Waiting" together. It should be a really great study. I hope to grow closer to all of the college girls as Redwood. It was so hard for me not to spoil the book because I am the only one that has read it yet. Lol. Also last Sunday night Bethy ( Read more... )

Well, I was certainly touched by Doug's sermon at church today. Though I don't fight outwardly, I think I do struggle quite a bit inside myself. And more than just that aspect, I am recognizing some of my motives. Man, it just seems like I can't change! I know I can't do anything on my own, but I have asked God countless times to change me from the ( Read more... )