Boundaries?
*Sigh* I really love having someone to hold me. :) But I'm afraid I don't know where I should draw the line. I don't know what's "right" and "wrong" at this stage of a relationship. I know that I can't fully give in to my feelings, but how far is too far? Yesterday involved some outrageous flirting; it was so fun. :) I am trying to get some advice from people I respect and I'm asking my dad right now to tell me what I wrote for boundaries back with Royal Servants because I can't remember everything I wrote 6 years ago before I ever had a boyfriend. "God, Please give me wisdom to know how to behave properly and give me satisfaction in you alone. I don't want to create an idol, but only honor you in this relationship. In Jesus' name, Amen."
It's kind of funny that whenever I feel the least pretty, Andy tells me I'm beautiful. :) Like last night with my messy foofy hair when we were watching another 3 hour movie (I didn't mean to pick such a long one I swear! Lol), he puts his face close to mine and whispers, "You're so beautiful." *Blush* It's so nice to get compliments.
I am very excited for today. The two of us are going to go to Manito Park and have a devotional with some guitar music. I plan on having each of us separately write down what we think our boundaries should be and then read them together. We're going to read Colossians 3 and I think it's fitting (plus it has my first life verse). I long for a PURE relationship, not a secretive one. I keep praying that's what this is and will continue to be.
This is what I wrote 6 years ago, but I think I'm going to update t to be more specific today.
Terms and Conditions for my purity:
I will try my best not to think any lustful thoughts.
I will not date until i finish high school.
I will not date ungodly guys.
I will not focus on being physical but relational.
I will not go beyond a quick kiss.
I will find at least one person to hold me accountable.
It's kind of funny that whenever I feel the least pretty, Andy tells me I'm beautiful. :) Like last night with my messy foofy hair when we were watching another 3 hour movie (I didn't mean to pick such a long one I swear! Lol), he puts his face close to mine and whispers, "You're so beautiful." *Blush* It's so nice to get compliments.
I am very excited for today. The two of us are going to go to Manito Park and have a devotional with some guitar music. I plan on having each of us separately write down what we think our boundaries should be and then read them together. We're going to read Colossians 3 and I think it's fitting (plus it has my first life verse). I long for a PURE relationship, not a secretive one. I keep praying that's what this is and will continue to be.
This is what I wrote 6 years ago, but I think I'm going to update t to be more specific today.
Terms and Conditions for my purity:
I will try my best not to think any lustful thoughts.
I will not date until i finish high school.
I will not date ungodly guys.
I will not focus on being physical but relational.
I will not go beyond a quick kiss.
I will find at least one person to hold me accountable.