rack my brain. I realized that all i want to do in life is create something beautiful that will impact the masses. Powerfully impact those around me. Because I am always emotionally impacted by different visuals/depictions etc. I think I have ultimately been chasing that passion for many years. maybe what i saw in the film industry was this ( Read more... )

Yesterday I dropped my dad off at the airport. Then I drove to aunt Lynn and Uncle Daves house ( Read more... )

So like yesterday (Sunday) we drove to Miami. The night before there was a party across the hall, which we crashed. We drove to Miami late Sunday night and slept at a hotel. In the morning we went to pick up a fish in Miami- a really big fish, a dead fish, a dead, lacquered, taxidermy fish. But then we were going to go to the beach, except the ( Read more... )

You are 30% geek
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Well, lets see. I am really tired of being here. I really want to go home to Michigan again. I want to see my family. I don't want to do certain things, like work on websites. That is a constant burden. I need to find a place where I no longer feel burdened. Give up the things that I don't care to do anymore- things that I am tired of. I ( Read more... )

Oh sugar. . . I can't sleep. I have had some really strange schedules lately and now my clock is all messed up. Today for instants, I had class from 5am until 9am, the previous night I had class from 5pm to 9pm and the night before that 1am till 5am the night before that 9pm to 1am. So I was awake all day because I couldn't sleep. Now I am ( Read more... )

+++IT IS LATE, I AM DOPED UP, DISREGARD ANYTHING THAT REVEALS THE INNER THOUGHTS OF PHILIP, THEY ARE PROBABLY TOTALLY WRONG. HE WAS JUST CONFUSED (NOT TOMENTION HE GOESON FOREVER ( Read more... )

Ok, today was teh first day of shooting. That is about it. Friday was my birthday. I got a lot of things on my birthday, like phone calls. I got a letter from grandma. Looks like i am going to be flying tinto nashville after all. I am going drive back with the goris's. I talked to Jas Souders, but haven't had time to write him back yet ( Read more... )

Ok, today was teh first day of shooting. That is about it. Friday was my birthday. I got a lot of things on my birthday, like phone calls. I got a letter from grandma. Looks like i am going to be flying tinto nashville after all. I am going drive back with the goris's. I talked to Jas Souders, but haven't had time to write him back yet ( Read more... )

I feel like a sinner because I haven't Journaled in such a long time. So now I am going to give you a run down- randomly- as far back as I can remember ( Read more... )