This morning I stood in front of the mirror. I was shocked. Shocked and awed. My abdomin was sticking out like I swallowed a watermellon. I must be swollen or something from last nights dinner. I think I will pass tonight and come home early. I have only gotten 3 hrs of sleep ( Read more... )

I skipped church again today. I slept in. I moved the rest of evans stuff out. I cleaned my room and did my laundry, did dishes and went shopping, bought a shower curtain. worked on websites all day long and I watched 2 hours of television, ok 3. What a waste of a day ( Read more... )

Well, I did a good meeting yesterday. Except I left the place a mess. Oops. Being UPM is just how I thought it would be. I haven't changed, but I am learning to be a better leader. Everything is on schedule. Or So I think ( Read more... )

Today was a bad start. I had no idea that I wasn't prepared for today's meeting. When I got there I was totally unprepared- I was supposed to have copies. The meeting took much longer than it should have to make the action happen. Anyway I know what to do now. I hope ( Read more... )

I have to write now because my head is spinning. I have to wait till 9 before i can make any phone calls. I just got a call from Los Vegas. They want me to run camera for five days, 19 20 21 22 23. Ted said that I can. I trust Ted. I need to talk to everyone. UPM, I must make sure that they know that BLSP comes very first ( Read more... )

I can't take it any longer. How am I supposed to sit through 8 more hours of lecture? I think that I am going to go insane. ARGH!!

I hate being cold. Mike really likes the AC on high. It runs all night and all day. I would rather open a window.

Today started out simple enough. Then I got a call from my Director. We decided to meet at 3:33 at FS3 and go location scouting from there. I tried to call all the important people and invite them to help. Some people I couldn't reach ( Read more... )

This room smells like urine. I think I would like to have a bike to ride. I don't want to live in Orlando the rest of my life. I want a vacation in the Mountains. I would love to take a video camera to a far off land today.

Maybe I will go do something to get my mind off of all this crappy work.

Journaling ( Read more... )