May 17, 2004 03:43
I skipped church again today. I slept in. I moved the rest of evans stuff out. I cleaned my room and did my laundry, did dishes and went shopping, bought a shower curtain. worked on websites all day long and I watched 2 hours of television, ok 3. What a waste of a day.
I talked to my brother, he had a really good time at the Prom. Awesome. I talked to my mother. Later tonight I began to decifer in my head what she was trying to convey and what I was hearing. She said that my latest video project was much better than 3 ways to 2. Well duh. What she was meant was, the story was good.
I realize now that people see films differently. While I was in awe of the flying dragons in REPENT, some people don't care as much and pay more attention to theme, and story. As a film maker I have to learn to refresh my eyes when viewing my projects, rather than looking at them with my own bias. I was also more concerned that it had the f-bomb in it. I think people, even moms, are much more forgiving of that type of thing when it's on screen.
Ted my AD called me today, he had called up the slackers and given them a "what for". Ted is a good man. Tomorrow we are going to review the casting tape.
Without evan here there is so much more space, it's strange. It is the first time since moving to Florida that I have had my own room. It feels empty and Mike and I don't know what to do with ourselves, I go over to his room or he comes over here to talk--otherwise it's too quiet. Finally, I have my own space, such a relief!
I feel sort of guilty having all this extra space I don't know why.
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