i kind of put my feelings away a few years ago ( Read more... )

I have not journaled in nearly two years, despite wanting to in the past few months as an attempt at self-therapy. I re-read previous entries and I am finally secure enough in myself to appreciate how insightful and articulate my perhaps-former self is. I don't need to tag on a self-deprecating "haha I've such a big ego, right?" after that remark ( Read more... )

Instead of letting my mind zig-zag like crazy through cycles of hysterical fear and irrational thoughts coated in rationality, I thought I'd divulge in what now seems like the only way I know how to. I've been thinking a lot - perhaps starting on my plane ride from Shanghai to Chicago, which marked the first time I didn't sleep for 90% of a trans- ( Read more... )

My response to Katie's Thoughts ( Read more... )

What's changed that I don't talk the way I use to with certain "friends ( Read more... )

Jen just showed me this from her Social Psych book and I couldn't resist ( Read more... )

It's late, or early, and again, I don't know what I'm doing here. I should be anywhere but here ( Read more... )

It finally hit me yesterday how nervous, scared, nostalgic I am ( Read more... )

Your Birthdate: December 10
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I am so in love with ideas. The idea of love, the idea of certain people. Ultimately, I just want attention, to be needed, to be loved, to be in control and reject whatever and whoever I want. So, again, I fit the archetype of desiring omnipotence.
idk...it'd just be nice if you'd call, as pathetic as that sounds.