Ok, so I just have to vent. So feel free to not read this post...or do, it doesn't matter either way. But if I don't vent I don't think I will be able to get to sleep tonight ( Read more... )

So lately I have been having episodes where I am not feeling very good. I'm feeling extremely nauseous, light headed, I break out in a cold sweat...Donny is worried I am getting diabetes...but I am wondering if I am having panic attacks. I was feeling exceedingly stressed out tonight and as I was throwing in a load of laundry those symptoms popped ( Read more... )

So first of all I would like to say that I have a totally awesome sister-in-law. I talked to her on Sunday and now I am emailing her what I've eaten for the day in order to help me keep on track. I think this is going to help me out a lot. And to get her feedback will really help as well ( Read more... )

So we are, once again, on our own for dinner. I find myself feeling very left out and upset when we are not invited to have dinner at my parents friends, or go out to dinner, when we invite them here...and I don't even know why I care or why it bothers me because in all honesty if we were out on our own I wouldn't give a damn....we'd already be on ( Read more... )

So I have been doing a lot of thinking about my weight. And I know that if I don't learn to accept myself for the way I am losing weight is going to be 10 times more difficult...but I just can't help it...I am at the heaviest I think I have ever been - thanks to stress - and I am so upset and disgusted with myself that I could let myself get here ( Read more... )

I am having a super rough time lately. I dunno why...well, I mean, I do...but I don't know how to handle it. There's so much I need that I'm not getting...and I don't feel like my needs matter. My parents have been wanting to have a family conversation so we can figure out what each other needs in order to live without stress or with minimal stress ( Read more... )

I am so tired of stress. I feel like Donny and I are so stressed out that we are overreacting to the smallest things...it's really upsetting. My mom said to me that the good thing is that we both care about what the other says - even if it hurts - cause if we just didn't care then it would be a sign that we aren't meant to be together any more...I ( Read more... )

I hate disciplining my child. I mean, as my husband just said when I said that to him "why? you usually make me do it" lol True, but I still feel bad. Like earlier tonight he hit me and pushed me so I put him in time out. At first he was acting like it was a game, getting off of the step and running away laughing - when he finally realized we weren ( Read more... )

I am feeling very frustrated tonight. It was a crazy busy day at work - barely had time to sit down so my feet really hurt. One of my co-workers was telling me it felt like a Fiesta Mexicana night (a local Mexican restaurant if you couldn't figure that out :-p) and it sounded SOO good...then I come home to find out my parents are going there with ( Read more... )

Today was a fairly nice day off. I was really tired at the end though and was a bit cranky with Joey. I had a podiatrist appointment this morning only to be told by the podiatrist that if he could give a medal for the worst heal spurs he has ever seen he'd give it to me. The average foot ligament is only supposed to stretch to 1.5 - mine has become ( Read more... )