Cry Little Sister Chapter 7

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Title: Cry Little Sister (Taken from song by Gerard McCann)
Author:  Legna_angeLs
Rating:  NC-17, abuse, sex, language
Pairings:  Benji/Joel
Summary:  Sarah sets off a dark chain of events when she catches her 16 year-old brothers innocently enjoying a risqué magazine.
Disclaimer:  Don’t know or own anyone. This is fiction and no money will ever be made from it.
Notes:  Thank you for the reviews, the reads, and the feedback!

Chap 1 Cry Little Sister    Chap 2 Thou Shall Not Fall    Chap 3 A Last Fire Will Rise    Chap 4 Behind Those Eyes     Chap 5 Black House     Chap6 Will Rock



Chapter 7 - Blind Boys

After a moment’s eternity, Benji raised his head from his brother’s with eyes wide in wonder. The silky, brown eyes below him fluttered open to stare back at him with that need. It was the same need he had seen weeks ago in The Cave. This time, however, Benji was starting to understand. The need was becoming clearer with each passing second.

Joel needed him.

Deep inside, Benji felt a pang of regret. As good as it felt to be with Joel and to know his brother needed him, he was reminded of one truth that could keep them from each other. No, it wasn’t the incest issue, or the morality of it all. For some reason, those two things had started to fade away as soon as his lips had met his brother’s skin. He wasn’t even disturbed about it being illegal anymore. What bothered him was the simple fact that, whatever this was between them, there was someone else. Joel’s crush; in reality, he was just the substitute for the man Joel truly wanted.

Joel watched the myriad of emotions playing across his brother’s face. Being his twin, he could read his older brother eerily well, but this time, there was something there he couldn’t quite grasp. He knew Benji had enjoyed their first kiss and that his twin was rapidly coming to grips with their growing attraction to each other. Still, there was a glimpse of pain in his eyes that continued to stand out. It wasn’t all encompassing but it was a sharp hurt, and deep at that. With every fiber of his being, Joel longed to erase it from his heart forever.

What it was that caused his twin such acute pain and how could he fix it? Joel decided simply asking would be too harsh. This had to be more than words for Benji to understand. Lightly, he trailed his fingers up his brother’s arms and shoulders, bringing his palms to rest on either side of Benji’s face. Holding his twin’s head in his hands, he brushed his thumb over his bottom lip, never letting their eyes break contact. Using the strong bond they had always had, Joel shared his inner peace with his sibling. His touch confirmed it, transmitted it, to the slightly older half of his soul.

“Joel,” Benji achingly whispered, feeling his only regret fading. The serenity his brother was wrapping him in, was just for the two of them. Joel was not sharing this with anyone else. Just him. It calmed his anxiety and lay to rest his concern about the crush, for now.

“I want you,” Joel breathed, gently guiding Benji’s lips to his for a chaste kiss in the moonlight pouring from the window beside their bed. “Tell me what you want.”

“I want,” Benji said, his face flushing with heat. “To touch you, and I want you to touch me.” He brushed his lips against his twin’s before he continued. “I want to make you so hard, make it feel so damn good. Feel you throb in my hand as I stroke your cock nice and slow. Kiss your mouth when you can’t take it anymore and are about to explode. Watch as you cum hard…for me. Hear you crying out my name.”

A strangled sound reverberated in Joel’s throat. “Will you cum hard for me too?”

“Yes,” Benji groaned softly, as he ground his hard cock into Joel’s thigh. “For you and only you.”

Bucking up into his hip, Joel mashed his stiff prick against his twin.

“Benji,” Joel’s voice shook. “I want to take this slow but I don’t think I can. I want to…oh god…I want to…” His voice trailed off as his hips ground against his brother forcefully. A choked sob, tore from his chest and he turned his head toward the window. He closed his eyes tightly, trying to hold back the truth. If his brother knew what he craved and longed for, it might end this before it even had a chance to start.

“Tell me,” Benji licked his ear, causing him to shake. “Please, Joely. Let me give you what you truly want.”

Joel gripped his brother’s arms as tremors ravaged his sex crazed flesh from the feel of Benji’s breath, voice, and tongue. “Lay on…your back.”

Eager to please him, Benji immediately complied.

Panting, Joel willed his body to calm down, refusing to allow his dark fantasies to rule him. Clenching his jaw, he said, “Let’s jack off together.” He pulled his boxers down to his thighs.

Raising his eyebrows at the unexpected turn of events, Benji shrugged. “Okay, if that’s really what you want.” Taking his boxers, off completely, he laid them beside him.

“Yes,” Joel gritted out, running his hands over his face, still breathing hard.

Benji nodded to himself, not believing Joel at all, then smirked as he reached over and firmly grasped his twin’s raging hard on. Joel yelped loudly at the unexpected action. Benji sighed, exasperated. “Dammit, Joely, you have to be quiet.”

“Let…go,” Joel pleaded fiercely, his face in agony.

“No,” Benji hissed as his twin twisted trying to break his hold.

Joel half-yelled, grabbing his brother’s wrist, “YES!”

In one fluid movement, Benji sat astride his baby brother with his hand clamped on both Joel’s dick and mouth respectively. “Shut the fuck up and quit telling me no!”

Shutting his eyes, Joel shuddered hard. His cock began leaking profusely as his back arched a bit off the bed. The feeling of his older brother on top of him, so dominant, was everything he had wanted but was too scared to ask for a moment ago. He wanted to be handled roughly, to be forced. Just these thoughts and his brother’s actions were enough to make his cock jerk dangerously close to orgasm in Benji’s hand. Thrusting his hips up, he groaned low in his throat, sweat beading up all over his body.

“Open your eyes.”

Doing as he was commanded, he stared at his twin, unable to hide his desires any longer.

“You want me to control you.”

Joel nodded slowly.

“You want it rough,” Benji’s voice became husky as he squeezed his twin’s impossibly hard dick, painfully tight.

He whimpered and nodded again.

“Rough like the belt, with your…crush,” Benji whispered again with that pang inside him, but he pushed it down deep, so it wouldn’t show. He began stroking his twin’s cock firmly, making him writhe. Obviously, Joel wanted to play this game and he was going to oblige him, in spite of the personal cost. “You like having that belt on your ass. You want to take punishment for his pleasure, don’t you?”

Joel agreed with a muffled groan, his eyes rolling wildly while his heart settled it‘s rhythmic drumming between his legs as Benji sped his strokes up.

Leaning down to his ear, Benji kept stroking Joel’s cock while removing his hand from his mouth and steadying himself with it. “You are making him hard, Joely,” Benji breathed in his ear, causing him to shudder. “He’s aching for you.”

“UH! Yes, I want…want…him,” Joel gasped, bucking hard underneath his brother. “I wanna…make him…ache…fuck!”

“You do,” Benji rasped, his own need racing through his body as he continued pumping Joel’s cock. “He’s so fucking hard for you right now.”

Slamming into Benji, he tensed up, his face contorted in pleasure and pain. “Real hard…wanna make…you so hard, Benji...”

“Yes!” Benji hissed, his body responding to Joel’s use of his name. He no longer cared that Joel was again imagining him as that elusive ‘crush’ of his; all that mattered was that Joel wanted him, at least on some level, right now. “You did make me hard, baby,” Benji ground out, stilling his hand on his twin’s cock. “And now you have to pay for it. Shouldn’t have done it, Joely. I have to punish you.”

Joel’s eyes widened as he followed Benji’s gaze to his hard cock. The swollen flesh began to become impossibly harder as Benji took the head between his thumb and finger. His younger brother whimpered, stiffening his body for the pain to come.

“No matter what,” Benji commanded menacingly. “You have to stay quiet and take it like a man.”

“Yes…sir,” Joel whispered, locking lust-filled eyes with his brother.

“Take a deep breath,” Benji smirked, barely audible. As soon as his twin inhaled, he pinched his swollen, throbbing crown as hard as he could. Joel bucked and screamed silently, the air leaving his lungs in a powerful whoosh, but never once did he use his voice or push his brother away.

“Joely,” Benji moaned softly, his body shaking with lust from the experience. “I’m so…proud of you…didn’t make…a sound…” He couldn’t believe how excited he was from doing that to his twin. Benji could feel the precum flowing down his steel hard cock and he knew it had never felt this way for him before. Inflicting pain on his other half had increased his lust ten-fold. His baby brother’s suffering had been his ecstasy.

Bleary eyed, Joel felt the endorphins mask the pain in his cock, causing him to register bliss instead of agony. Smiling at Benji, he reached up and touched his face. He could see that his brother had enjoyed this as much as he had, only in a different way. They had shared the moment, each half of a whole. One dominant and sadistic; the other submissive and masochistic; never had Joel felt closer to his twin than he did in that instant.

“Was I…a good boy?” Joel asked, stroking Benji’s cheek and trailing his fingers down his neck.

“No,” Benji forced out, his breathing irregular. “You weren’t a good boy. You were a good fucking boy. Get it right, Joel.”

Joel slid his hand down and encircled Benji’s pre-cum, soaked dick. “If I am a good fucking boy…what are you?”

“Your crush,” Benji said thickly, closing his eyes as Joel stroked him. “I’m your crush…and you’re my good fucking…Joely…”

Crying out, Joel moved up, and slid his dick against his twin, palming them both with his hand. “I’m yours,” He panted out, pressing their dicks together as he continued stroking them. “And you are… mine!”

“Oh fuck!” Benji breathed out, looking down at their cocks in his twin’s hand. “We belong…to each other…”

“We always have,” Joel whispered achingly as Benji’s hand joined his, helping to cause more delicious friction. The beautiful sensations from it all pushed Joel closer to the edge. “Benj…can’t do this…much longer!”

“Same here,” Benji panted back to him, both of them moving their hips erratically. “Can’t make…mess on…the bed.”

Nodding, Joel put his hand on his boxers still bunched around his thighs. “Take these off…we can…cum in them.”

Working in tandem with his twin, Benji managed to remove Joel’s boxers and they placed them over their leaking cock heads. Using his free hand, Benji watched as Joel rubbed the soft cotton material into their sensitive, red crowns. The scrape of the fabric was enough to send them both teetering on the thresh hold of nirvana.

“When we cum,” Benji said just above a whisper, their cocks both twitching dangerously close to orgasm. “Afterwards…you have…to lick…it all up…taste us both.”

Joel arched his back, his forehead creasing with the soon cresting climax. “Lick up…all of it?”

“All of us,” Benji corrected, his own face twisting with evidence of the nearing end. “Lick up…all of us…for me.”

“I will,” Joel promised in a loud whisper, the dam starting to break. “Can’t hold it…oh fuck…almost…OH SHIT…BENJI…CUMMING FOR YOU…MY BENJI!”

Feeling Joel’s cock starting to spurt, drove Benji on with animalistic fervor. “Fuck yes! Cum for me…Joely…uh baby…my baby…you’re my boy…only mine…you‘re all I see…no one else…just you.”

Riding out his orgasm, Joel continued to pump his twin’s cock as he found his own voice. “So good…you made it…so good Benj. Now it’s my turn…make it good…for you. Cum for me, Benj. Shoot your cum…right in there…with mine. Then you know what?”

“What?” Benji responded in a desperate whine, his hips gyrating in rhythm with his twin’s strokes.

“As soon as you cum,” Joel’s chest heaved. “I’m going to…lick it all up…lick up us.” For emphasis, Joel ran his pink tongue over his own lips.

The sight of his baby brother’s tongue ready to taste them both, sent Benji moaning over the edge. “CUMMING…FOR YOU…JOELLL!”

“You’re mine, Benj,” Joel murmured, gazing into his twin’s soul as his orgasm ripped through him. “I’m like you…I can’t see either…I’m blind…to everything but you…I came for you…and only you…you cum for me…and only me.”

“You,” Benji gasped, riding the last waves of ecstasy. “Only you…”

As soon as he was finished, Joel lifted the cum soaked material to his mouth and began licking them up. His eyes never left Benji’s as he made good on his promise, tasting every last drop that he could get. Finishing, he dropped his boxers down on the floor only to find Benji’s lips on his own before the material hit the ground.

“Mmmm,” Benji moaned, licking Joel’s lips. “We taste good. Especially in your mouth, Joely.”

Smiling, Joel stroked his cheek. “Can I ask you something?”

Benji nodded, still pecking his jaw line.

“Did you mean it…about seeing me and only me?” Joel asked, his arms tightening around his brother reflexively.

“Yeah, I did,” Benji answered truthfully, pausing in his kisses to let his twin see into his heart. “Did you mean it?”

“Yes,” Joel murmured, entwining his legs with his sibling’s as he tried to pull him even closer. He smiled and sighed, “I guess that means we are both ‘visually impaired’.”

Laying his chin on Joel’s chest, he looked up at him. Maybe Joel’s crush wasn’t as important to him as he had thought. His twin was being honest about seeing only him. All Benji could do was hope he was indeed all that Joel could see. Thinking of all the eye analogies, Benji couldn’t resist.
“Well, you know Joely,” Benji smirked, cuddling his twin close. “Mom always told us whacking off would make us go blind. Guess she was right!”