i havent slept one full night since i came back from texas. its pretty difficult when you realize you left half of yourself halfway across the country and that theres nothing you can do about it. im gonna love james for the rest of my life if i dont get to spend it with him. too bad so much shit got in the way of that ( Read more... )

i have noticed that i am one of those people that just disappears off the face of the earth for a while and doesnt even realize its happening. i dont usually get this caught up in whats going on around me but this time i did ( Read more... )

i cant believe thanksgiving is next week ( Read more... )

right now im listening to the snake the cross the crown- empires ( Read more... )

i feel so crappy overwhelmed exhausted drained and unhealthy in all ways shapes and forms.
if your my friend, cheer me up please. i need a slap, but a good one if you know what i mean.
i just want to go back to school.

warning: extremely long entry. bare with me if you care to read my ranting ( Read more... )

the glove compartment isn't accurately named
and everybody knows it.
so
i'm proposing a swift orderly change.

cause behind its door there's
nothing to keep my fingers warm
and all i find are souvenirs from better
times
before the gleam of your taillights fading east
to find yourself a
better life.

i was searching for some legal document
as the ( Read more... )

Then as it was, then again it will be ( Read more... )

things are changing and its weird ( Read more... )

im mad ( Read more... )