yeaaaaahhhh
i cant believe thanksgiving is next week
i have it off of work but i have to work christmas and new years.
its kind of a coincidence that they give the vegetarian thanksgiving off but make her work christmas.
ahhh life.
well anyways not much has changed
i work my life away right about now and hang out with a couple of kids ive always hung out with
victor and i might record a cover of the battle of evermore by led zeppelin today and i hope it actually goes through unlike lots of other things
i got a car and a new tattoo
a volvo wagon, 93 i think and its white. i like itttttttttt its just taking too long to get on the road
my heater motor is blown and i have to wait til after thanksgiving to bring it to school and have the little mechanics toy with it. but there are some toolbags in that shop so i told the teacher who i wanted working on it. not the toolbags.
school isnt going very well. the first month of school i was all about getting good grades and making this a good last year and trying with all of my might to get into college but i gave up. i slowly am starting to get behind and im still PASSING just not in a good way. im kind of having the last year freakout. like i have an idea of what i want to do but then it changes and i start from square one again.
my parents are waiting until after the holidays to go see a lawyer. i see no point i think they should just get it over with. it doesnt make it any less harsh if you do something like that after one more set of holidays with your family. this year we are having thanksgiving here because they cant decide where to go. i think i just wont come. ill go eat my tofurky in peace thank you.
did i mention how much i hate the winter? im very pessimistic right now but i really do hate it. all i want is to graduate, take all my money and go to california. ill get a job as an aide because theyre always needed and ill put myself through school. probably LPN school, then do traveling nursing until i feel like RN. i just cant see myself being here. dealing with the same people and the same problems and id rather just go somewhere where i can meet people and set first impressions and i dont know. this is just the last place i want to be.
i was talking to mike the other day about how i doubt he'll talk to me after we graduate and i started to think who ill actually still be friends with in a couple of years or even in ten years. i didnt come up with a huge list. i mean i have tons of friends that are fun and that i love to be around but who do i actually want to still be there? not alot. my real friends are really starting to be apparent, and the ones that never were are too. and i guess thats just another thing im dealing with.
butttt anyways i left this thing without update for a long time so it needed refreshing. maybe if im in a better mood later ill update again.
adios
i have it off of work but i have to work christmas and new years.
its kind of a coincidence that they give the vegetarian thanksgiving off but make her work christmas.
ahhh life.
well anyways not much has changed
i work my life away right about now and hang out with a couple of kids ive always hung out with
victor and i might record a cover of the battle of evermore by led zeppelin today and i hope it actually goes through unlike lots of other things
i got a car and a new tattoo
a volvo wagon, 93 i think and its white. i like itttttttttt its just taking too long to get on the road
my heater motor is blown and i have to wait til after thanksgiving to bring it to school and have the little mechanics toy with it. but there are some toolbags in that shop so i told the teacher who i wanted working on it. not the toolbags.
school isnt going very well. the first month of school i was all about getting good grades and making this a good last year and trying with all of my might to get into college but i gave up. i slowly am starting to get behind and im still PASSING just not in a good way. im kind of having the last year freakout. like i have an idea of what i want to do but then it changes and i start from square one again.
my parents are waiting until after the holidays to go see a lawyer. i see no point i think they should just get it over with. it doesnt make it any less harsh if you do something like that after one more set of holidays with your family. this year we are having thanksgiving here because they cant decide where to go. i think i just wont come. ill go eat my tofurky in peace thank you.
did i mention how much i hate the winter? im very pessimistic right now but i really do hate it. all i want is to graduate, take all my money and go to california. ill get a job as an aide because theyre always needed and ill put myself through school. probably LPN school, then do traveling nursing until i feel like RN. i just cant see myself being here. dealing with the same people and the same problems and id rather just go somewhere where i can meet people and set first impressions and i dont know. this is just the last place i want to be.
i was talking to mike the other day about how i doubt he'll talk to me after we graduate and i started to think who ill actually still be friends with in a couple of years or even in ten years. i didnt come up with a huge list. i mean i have tons of friends that are fun and that i love to be around but who do i actually want to still be there? not alot. my real friends are really starting to be apparent, and the ones that never were are too. and i guess thats just another thing im dealing with.
butttt anyways i left this thing without update for a long time so it needed refreshing. maybe if im in a better mood later ill update again.
adios