well now i havent seen this in a while
i have noticed that i am one of those people that just disappears off the face of the earth for a while and doesnt even realize its happening. i dont usually get this caught up in whats going on around me but this time i did.
i dont live in easton anymore. i live in east bridgewater with my boyfriend Al of almost nine months and it makes me wonder how i lived in easton so long without going nuts. i was with him in metal fab in school. ive known him for four years and freshman year our teachers tried to get us to go out. then, we both couldve cared less. its weird how things just happen like that. He is my other half and he makes me feel like me.
my parents are not together anymore. my dad moved into his new apartment yesterday i think. its weird but it doesnt bother me. i might even stay there ever now and then to keep his company. the only thing that makes me sad about it is that he'll most likely have a lot of times where he feels alone. thats the only thing that bothers me because my dad is one of the nicest people to ever walk the planet. so ill visit him a lot so i dont have that guilt looming over my shoulder.
i work as a cetified nursing assistant at a place in west bridgewater. its ok. i feel like i do too much for what i get paid though. it makes me tired all the time. emotionally tired, like when someone dies, and physically tired because you bust your ass for 8 and a half hours per shift.
i just failed a test i wasnt prepared for that wouldve gotton me into nursing school. it bothered me at first but i cant be negative.
all that means though is one more year of waiting. ill still be a nurse eventually. i wont settle until i am. i decided in the mean time to make better money i would go to a one year massage therapy school. ive always wanted to do that anyways and itll keep me in school.
ive been starting to see my old friends again (not all of them) and the ones i do see make me feel like i still exist.
i realize now how easy it is to get caught up in a full time job and almost lose everything that makes you..you, simply by having a solid routine. ive never liked a solid routine, or doing the same thing all the time. even a job. it starts to drive me crazy after a while. i always need something new.
im 18 now but i dont feel any different. all of my older friends that hung out with me when i was 15 feel old because of my age now. i dont think it makes any difference. the only thing i really wanted to be 18 for is to go to comedy clubs and 18+ shows and ive done neither of them so far.
i just got an ipod. yeah im a little late.
i like it though.
yeah i really have nothing else to say. im just bored, figured id give this thing an entry.
i dont live in easton anymore. i live in east bridgewater with my boyfriend Al of almost nine months and it makes me wonder how i lived in easton so long without going nuts. i was with him in metal fab in school. ive known him for four years and freshman year our teachers tried to get us to go out. then, we both couldve cared less. its weird how things just happen like that. He is my other half and he makes me feel like me.
my parents are not together anymore. my dad moved into his new apartment yesterday i think. its weird but it doesnt bother me. i might even stay there ever now and then to keep his company. the only thing that makes me sad about it is that he'll most likely have a lot of times where he feels alone. thats the only thing that bothers me because my dad is one of the nicest people to ever walk the planet. so ill visit him a lot so i dont have that guilt looming over my shoulder.
i work as a cetified nursing assistant at a place in west bridgewater. its ok. i feel like i do too much for what i get paid though. it makes me tired all the time. emotionally tired, like when someone dies, and physically tired because you bust your ass for 8 and a half hours per shift.
i just failed a test i wasnt prepared for that wouldve gotton me into nursing school. it bothered me at first but i cant be negative.
all that means though is one more year of waiting. ill still be a nurse eventually. i wont settle until i am. i decided in the mean time to make better money i would go to a one year massage therapy school. ive always wanted to do that anyways and itll keep me in school.
ive been starting to see my old friends again (not all of them) and the ones i do see make me feel like i still exist.
i realize now how easy it is to get caught up in a full time job and almost lose everything that makes you..you, simply by having a solid routine. ive never liked a solid routine, or doing the same thing all the time. even a job. it starts to drive me crazy after a while. i always need something new.
im 18 now but i dont feel any different. all of my older friends that hung out with me when i was 15 feel old because of my age now. i dont think it makes any difference. the only thing i really wanted to be 18 for is to go to comedy clubs and 18+ shows and ive done neither of them so far.
i just got an ipod. yeah im a little late.
i like it though.
yeah i really have nothing else to say. im just bored, figured id give this thing an entry.