eh
im mad
i got to spend all day yesterday with mike and it was wonderful
his family came over and we had a barbeque and then we attempted to make a fire when everyone was gone but we didnt put too much effort into it so it failed.
but i love him
and hes the only thing making me happy right now
and my bitch of a mom is making my stress CLIMB.
he was supposed to pick me up this morning to go to breakfast and i said id be back to clean my room ( which she destroyed) and she said no so i was like ok ill clean it before i leave
and then she just started being her ridiculous self and going off about how im not greatful that they put in an air conditioner. i never complained about the heat..
so im under stress for the following reasons:
- found out edsons going to iraq fairly soon and even though things were left on kind of shitty terms i still dont want my friend to DIE
- i quit my job yesterday for about a thousand reasons
-i have to retake my CNA test soon and im nervous as hell
- if i dont pass my CNA test i wont be making 10- 15 dollars an hour this summer
- i have to pay another hundred dollars for drivers ed because my teacher is a sketchball and calls me at 9:00 at night to ask if i want driving hours the next morning. creep.
- my mom doesnt like my boyfriend, FOR NO REASON AT ALL. shes just a bitch.
- except for yesterday and wednesday i havent gotton to see a whole lot of mike and hes also stressed out because hes looking for a job
- i dont know if i want to go to college
- i dont think i want to be a nurse anymore
- i have 2 weeks to pull up my grades and i still have to go to summer school because ms carter is a cunt and assigns dumb projects which make half of her entire junior class fail for the term
- my health has been shitty because theres nothing for me to eat in my house and my mom keeps putting off the shopping. i made corn muffins for lunch the other day.
- just everything except mike basically
everything would be FINE if i just got to see more of mike and if my mother would learn that calling your daughter a bitch for stupid reasons will definetly piss her off for the rest of the day and that no that should not make her scream more.
:shakes fists:
all i want is to be in his arms right now.
i got to spend all day yesterday with mike and it was wonderful
his family came over and we had a barbeque and then we attempted to make a fire when everyone was gone but we didnt put too much effort into it so it failed.
but i love him
and hes the only thing making me happy right now
and my bitch of a mom is making my stress CLIMB.
he was supposed to pick me up this morning to go to breakfast and i said id be back to clean my room ( which she destroyed) and she said no so i was like ok ill clean it before i leave
and then she just started being her ridiculous self and going off about how im not greatful that they put in an air conditioner. i never complained about the heat..
so im under stress for the following reasons:
- found out edsons going to iraq fairly soon and even though things were left on kind of shitty terms i still dont want my friend to DIE
- i quit my job yesterday for about a thousand reasons
-i have to retake my CNA test soon and im nervous as hell
- if i dont pass my CNA test i wont be making 10- 15 dollars an hour this summer
- i have to pay another hundred dollars for drivers ed because my teacher is a sketchball and calls me at 9:00 at night to ask if i want driving hours the next morning. creep.
- my mom doesnt like my boyfriend, FOR NO REASON AT ALL. shes just a bitch.
- except for yesterday and wednesday i havent gotton to see a whole lot of mike and hes also stressed out because hes looking for a job
- i dont know if i want to go to college
- i dont think i want to be a nurse anymore
- i have 2 weeks to pull up my grades and i still have to go to summer school because ms carter is a cunt and assigns dumb projects which make half of her entire junior class fail for the term
- my health has been shitty because theres nothing for me to eat in my house and my mom keeps putting off the shopping. i made corn muffins for lunch the other day.
- just everything except mike basically
everything would be FINE if i just got to see more of mike and if my mother would learn that calling your daughter a bitch for stupid reasons will definetly piss her off for the rest of the day and that no that should not make her scream more.
:shakes fists:
all i want is to be in his arms right now.