upon us all, a little rain must fall
new hampshire is beautiful
i saw mountains
my boyfriend is wonderful
and im already having a hard time sleeping without him next to me
hes a lifesaver
my birthday was ok
i ruined mikes surprise yesterday. he was bringing a cupcake with a birthday candle lit in it up the stairs at his friends house and i saw it and ruined it
which makes me feel like shit because no one ever really cares about my birthday and something shitty happens every year
so until this year it was just another day
but being with him made it count
i failed half of my CNA test today because of a minor mistake but i can retake it
hopefully ill pass because id love to be making 10 dollars an hour this summer
i need it badly
not only do i need to put myself through college but i need to get the hell out of this house
i cant stand sam or my mother
it didnt take long for me and andrew to realize she doesnt have much of a heart and if she does youd have to chisel through alot of ice to get to it
umm and my moms just ridiculous. there is no way to explain.
james and jordan are coming to get me and were meeting john, johnnie, naomi and her boyfriend and craig there
all my peeps
i missed them
i got really pissed at myself for a bunch of things over the past week
cried alot
im just overwhelmed i guess
lots of stuff
but i have things to look forward to
like the fact that i know ill be a good nurse
i have a boyfriend that loves me
i have amazing friends
and i have a pretty decent life
and it will only get better
so whatever rough patches i have to get through, so be it
either way, ill be fine.
have a lovely day.
and remember, you choose your battles.