Okay, so a lot of stuff has been happening lately. I mean, things have gotten crazy, I think. Fluffy is still staying with me...I'm spending loads of cash on the two of us that belongs to my parents. Neither one of us has jobs, and we're staying in the RV. The rest of the family is in the house, and my "dearest grandfather" is still giving me the ( Read more... )

Alexx isn't particularly pleased today. Lots of things. Fluffy's my roommate for now, and things are good. Um...Holly's sleeping over. We went to Brigantine and there were cops on the beach. We had to run away, hah, and my brother had to pull his pants up while running away. Hnn ( Read more... )

PISCES X VIRGO = LOVE ( Read more... )

Today has not been good to me, not that, hah, that is anything new. I have not left the house since I came home from Mark's. I'm more miserable now than I've been in fucking ages. I miss "him" and my friends, like Devon, whom I was supposed to spend the day and night with, and just being able to laugh and smile. Freely - without thought of hidden ( Read more... )

Yeah. I went to get Fluffy today because he was stuck in the middle of nowhere. He had me drop off this one kid I've never met before and then he came with me to Mark's. We chilled, didn't do much of anything, and went to Brigantine. I parted ways with him there and then Mark and I chilled at his house, just talking in the dark, until 10:15 PM. ( Read more... )

I keep fucking doing it - haven't posted since the last day of school. Well, a lot has happened. My love for Monsieur Beau has yet to leave me, it seems, and it isn't just a crush. I don't think I've ever been so fascinated, or attracted, to another living being. I write stories and drabbles and random thoughts down for and about him like crazy. He ( Read more... )

I still love him to pieces. Haha. I cried a lot today and stuff...weird. Hmm. "Don't cry...Just remember...we are not bound by our circumstances." <33 And I got a hug and one last joke from him and he told me he'd see me in the summer at the beach and stuff - off Tues. and Fri. and I need to remember just to ask for him and he'll be 'round. Lovely ( Read more... )

Whee! I was in Brigantine and took Cassie and her sister home today. Kirkwood Circle. Hmmh. We were supposed to work on her project for Mr. Wilson and whatever, and that...didn't work out like it was supposed to. We ended up walking around, getting a slice of white pizza and a 7 Up and then getting ice cream / water ice at Rita's. Did you know that ( Read more... )

I've decided I feel too much like a mall rat and / or mall goth whenever I hang around outside of school now. I frequent the mall, and rarely buy anything but smoothies and books, like...hardcore. I hate the mall, and people give me funny looks, and more often than not, they're extremely rude. Bah! It's so boring there, too. (Don't you hate it when ( Read more... )

Long time no see, Depression! Welcome back to my life. Ugh. A lot of shit's been happening lately. I mean, like, hardcore. I've fallen for somebody I shouldn't, have a girl I know who kissed me and asked me out, but I haven't answered, and a boy who has convinced himself that I'm his willing girlfriend. My grandfather threatened me and started a ( Read more... )