I lost my job @ Outback and @ CPK for shitting where I was eating. I swore up and down to myself that this wasn't going to be the case this time. But of course, I started growing a lil crush and stupidly decided to have a beer before I left work on Monday night. That turned into two beers, and this guy in question started chatting it up with me. ( Read more... )

Don't get me wrong, I am grateful as all hell that I have employment. For some reason the economy is still awful. I was one of 25 applicants out of like 150 that happened to be chosen to come in and be interviewed. I was one of two out of that 25 that was hired. I am beyond grateful that the odds were in my favor this time. I make pretty good money ( Read more... )

Wow a lot has happened since I last updated. Actually, I kinda lied... not a whole lot. I went to Germany last October which was amazing. No, it was beyond amazing. I finally quit my crappy job @ CPK and found employment @ Bonefish Grill. I broke up with Walt a couple of weeks ago and he's becoming a borderline stalker. Also, I think it might be ( Read more... )

Every tough event and situation that I've ever been through had a purpose... to bring strength. Despite knowing this, why is it so damn hard to figure out why certain things turn out certain ways in life? Why do we bring so much anger and sadness upon ourselves? Is it to help us feel more human, or is it the denial of our instinctual components ( Read more... )

I graduated 7 months ago. This time last year I was assured that I would have everything together by now. Never in a million years would I have imagined being worse off and more depressed. I'm still trying to understand it. Things were going good with graduate school. That is until my gallbladder decided to crap out on me, so I fell 2 weeks behind ( Read more... )

To sum up my life as of right now, I'm in limbo ever since I graduated. I'm so anxious to start putting the pieces of my life together, but I feel like there are a million obstacles that are in my way. My patience is running out. If I learned anything in college besides a bunch of useless information that I forgot as soon as the class was finished ( Read more... )

Life would be an extremely boring experience if we understood it. Somehow, it provides you with the most beautiful opportunities and gifts that you never even concluded that you wanted, but fully appreciated once they existed. The most painful experiences are the result of the choices made by others. It is from these situations that I have found ( Read more... )

I'm am begging and pleading for once something to work.

A month and a half ago I finally graduated. A few days after that I decided to pack up as much as I could into my car and drive 600 miles east to the place that I call home. I applied for a job. I was interviewed twice. I was offered the position. I start on August 3rd. But I came back to Cincy on Saturday and since then I have packed up the past 5 ( Read more... )

Three weeks ago I completed my last final exam. Two weeks ago I attended my graduation ceremony and celebrated that evening. One week ago I packed up everything that I could fit into my Ford Escape and drove 600 miles back home to NJ. Today I celebrate everything that I've worked for these past 5 years. It's so odd looking back on the person I was ( Read more... )