Much needed update
Wow a lot has happened since I last updated. Actually, I kinda lied... not a whole lot. I went to Germany last October which was amazing. No, it was beyond amazing. I finally quit my crappy job @ CPK and found employment @ Bonefish Grill. I broke up with Walt a couple of weeks ago and he's becoming a borderline stalker. Also, I think it might be time to start kicking my dependency on Adderall. I feel as though at this point in my life it's causing a lot more harm than good. But I'm terrified to reach out to anyone about it since I know that the consequences are probably going to be pretty severe. People have told me before that I need to get into a 12 step program, but I don't want the label of being an addict and I sure as hell don't want to cut out alcohol from my life. I'm at the point now where I really don't even get drunk anymore, but rather enjoy a drink or two in a social setting. Nevertheless, this drug has caused my life to become way too inconsistent and I need consistency more than anything right now. Grrrr I just wish I had someone that I could talk to about all this....