I guess I'm one of those who just won't ever learn
I lost my job @ Outback and @ CPK for shitting where I was eating. I swore up and down to myself that this wasn't going to be the case this time. But of course, I started growing a lil crush and stupidly decided to have a beer before I left work on Monday night. That turned into two beers, and this guy in question started chatting it up with me. Then we decided to meet up for a night cap at Adlephia's. So I had like 4 more there and at this point I was pretty buzzed and mentioned that I should prolly call a cab, but he offered to let me crash at his place. The rest is pretty self-explanatory. Today was our first shift working together and it didn't turn out to be as weird as I thought it would be, thank god. Well it was weird for like the first 45 mins that I was there... took me awhile to build up the courage to make eye contact and say hello. Later on in the shift he pulled on my hairband flirtatiously. I just hate not knowing how he feels about all of this. As much as I really needed this whole thing to happen I really didn't cuz I really really like this guy and hope that i didn't screw it all up :/